how time flies.. it's already coming to the end of Feb. waaaa, means pay day coming in a week or two. working everyday is okay for me, but the only thing that is bugging me is that I get drifted from my boyfriend and girls.

Hardly have the time for them, hope they won't get neglected or something.
sucks. I feel like telling you I don like what we are now.
I don like it when you say I don't have the time for you, when I spend most of my time with you. I hate it when you don give me a sense of security when I'm out with your friends.

To you, your friends come first. I'm second.
for me, yes, friends come first too. But the only person that can fully occupied my heart and whom I can confront everything to is You. Shucks, hate it when I have to say everything in here.

I just don't have a sense of security. URGH!!!!!!!