100 Facts about Myself.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Tap water w ice.
2. Last phone call: Eileen.
3. Last text message: Quak See Mong
4. Last song you listened to: Sly - Xi Wang.
5. Last time you cried: 3 weeks ago.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated the same someone twice: DUH!
7. Been cheated on: Yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No.
9. Lost someone special: Yes, but who cares ^^ life is good now.
10. Been depressed: Almost.
11. Been drunk and threw up: No. AI ZAI SIOL.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black.
13. White.
14. Pink.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes.
16. Fallen out of love: Yes.
17. Laughed until you cried: Always happen.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes.
22. Found out how many people on your friends list that you actually know in real life?: Yes.
23. Planned how many kids do you wish to have: 2 or more.
24. Had any pets: Fishes? Yes.
25. Wanted to change your name: No. I have a unique name can.
26. Forgotten what did you do for your last birthday: I still remember everything.
27. What time did you wake up today: 1 near 2pm.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: enjoying the night away.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: to Love someone else?
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 1 week ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing.
32. What are you listening to right now: TVVVV.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: NOPE.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: this quiz. haha
35. Most visited webpage: facebook.com
36. Whats your real name: Juwen Ng Siang Jin.
37. Nicknames: Wen & AHWEN
38. Relationship Status: Single but unavailable.
39. Zodiac sign: Horse
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: Cedar Primary.
42. Middle School?: Beatty Secondary.
43. High school/college?: Wished I had one :)
44. Hair colour: Black and Brown with gold stripes.
45. Long or short: Long.
46. Height: veryshort.
Do you have a crush on someone?: Nope.
48: What do you like about yourself?: everything?
49. Piercings: Ears: 6 Body: none.
50. Tattoos: 1.
51. Righty or lefty: Right handed.

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: None.
53. First piercing: When I was primary one.
54. First best friend: He Huiling
55. First sport you joined: Badminton.
56. First vacation: Genting w parents.
57: First kiss: 13 or 14.
58. First love: primary school, puppy love. HAHA

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Banana cookie by my sis.
60. Drinking: Plain water
61. I'm about to: Pangsai.
62. Listening to: TVVV I TOLD ALREADY RIGHT?!!
63. Waiting for: bedtime. haha now only 7 PM!!

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: 2 perhaps.
65. Get Married?: by the age of 22.
66. Career?: Any that can earn money for my family.
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: i wanna be taller lah dey.
70. Older or Younger: Younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive & loud!!.
74. Hook-up or relationship: APA INI???!!
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: None.

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes just ytd!!.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: No.
79. Sex on first date: No. WTFF?!
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes.
82. Been arrested: No for stealing someone else heart?!.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes. it was in the past.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes.
87. Miracles: Kinda.
88. Love at first sight: Yes.
89. Heaven: No?
90. Santa Claus: No.
91. Kiss on the first dae: Yes.
92. Angels: NO. in my dreams!!
93. Jesus: no.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope.
95. Did you sing today?: No.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: how do you define cheat?.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: just everything to rewind so I know where did I went wrong..
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: The day before I got together with him.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Nope.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes. I DONT LIE!!

Yesterday was fun.



met up wiv the girlfriend and headed to FEP. wanted to do manicure but it was so packed. so skipped it and met up with the rest PLUS the advance birthday girl. went for dinner and played pool before we headed to Amber 21!


well, before we got really drunk we had the Mickey Mouse cake cut and sang birthday song for Besty. & than they played the dice game.. wanting besty to be drunk. I was quite surprise she can hold her liquor well!! I drank quite abit and got a little tipsy and I kept laughing for nothing. stupid birthday girl spilled the alcohol on me. >.<

"AI ZAI"

jamie koh, no more visiting of pubs for you anymore!! everyone took care of her and left at 3 plus 4? haha hangover at Jo's crib. left her place at 7 plus AM. god, been a long time since we had a enjoyable time.

Kiss me thru the Phone ~~~~~~

28 May.
I went to find Jam @ Bugis. Shopped, found the headpiece she liked for quite some time. happy her siol. the I got the white one from her. :) I went to deco it myself pasting some pinkkkk butterflies and heart all over it yo. cool to the max can. slack at MOS Burger before heading home.



29 May.

I went for dinner @ Aijisen again cus I got the membership card. teeheehee!! this time with Joyce, Jonathan(jam's cousin) and Jamie. ALL THE J(s). WE RULE. okayy than I finally played Left 4 dead with Jonathan while the two serving facebookkkk @ PC Bunk. Cotton On having GSS now I was so happy I got myself a skirt. damn I'm broke now.

30May.

today I went for work. I was shagged I had meeting with my managers and I finally told them I have phobia for darkness. I went to at a look at my new office yesterday but lucky I've got Yeni with me if not I wouldn't have any guts to open the locked door of the new office.. that place looked so haunted, messy and it's old. everything is in a mess ))): I couldn't help but breakdown cus I don't want to shift. damn sad I had to leave my table.

was it the shadow of you that I hug? Cus all you left for me was your footprints in the sand.

Video call with jam and vivi just now. Ultimate fun, just that the speaker is too soft and we will go "huh huh say again" LOL.



okay today work was super uber bored and busy.. bored becus I know I will be shifting to second floor soon!! urgh means I can't run abt work place anymore like how I used to. ARHHH. and Busy cus it's month end!! some people rushing for coventional or whatever shitz.



okkk. facebook has so many fun quizzes. I so love it siol!! heeexx.

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Dated: 27th May 2009.

Today don't seem to be special, maybe it used to. But not now anymore.

I wanna laugh at myself for being silly. I wanna laugh at myself for crying so badly. I wanna laugh at myself for how I used to be making a fool of myself in the public. I wanna laugh at myself for having the "committing suicide" thoughts when you're gone. these are all the "used to have".

people say I 'look' happier now(?) true? yea pretty much! yipeeeeees. because people around me was there when I fall, would appear when I need them and make me happy much yo!

Just wanna thanks 'someone' for always being there.. He's always like my Guardian angel pulling me out of darkness. giving me that encouragement, trying his best to make me happy. sorry his name cannot be reveal. if you know it's your problem!!


JamJam thanks for meeting up even thou you're busy with school.
Minmin thanks for making me know how to love and what is love.
TingTing thanks for the hearty talks, I really need that yo.

Juwen Ng wants to party now!

anyway, I caught Night at the Museum already! so wanted to catch that movie and I did it yesterday for free! :)

Last Saturday pics: [*~nEveR bE rEpLaCe ~*]

haha. okay now I need go steal people's harvest ahaha damn fun. ARHHH DAMIT MY SKIN SO DRY NOW SIAL. CCB! I NEED BABY LOTION

C.A.N.T W.A.I.T F.O.R S.A.T.U.R.D.A.Y!!!!

♥ who can you turn to,
when the person who can make you stop crying,

is the person who make you cry?

Supposingly was suppose to meet only jamie for "darhling outing" like shopping and watch movie. than before I left the house she called and..

"eh Shawn cun stunt sial.. he say he want tag along.. haiya you call him lah!!"
(I think she was kinda pissed off..)


Phone rings... ringss. ringgggggss.


than I called him. "hello shawn arh. you want come isit.. than you never say. haiya don ask jamie lah she won't let you come de. so I meet you at bugis loh"


"okok see you hahaha."


than I met Shawn. our dearest princess was still at home when we already reach LOR. than we had Mos Burger for lunch after she reached because my stomach was starving like hell lor but we still need to wait for that princess.


shopping from bugis to town. Wisma than to food republic to slack. than something super funny happen that I can't stop laughing even now. LOLLLLL. Shawn was practically the joke of the day and for entertaining US.. HAHA.. than when we met the rest at FEP he left.

girlfriends are really girlfriends.. we had alot of fun time ytd. crapping and whatsnots. than over to cine for dinner and and wanted to play L4D.. but disappointingly we didn't lor. thanks for dragging the time.

left after and look for my hornykia at kallang. ;)

okay my tattoo still painful leh.. why arh. anyway the second tattoo will be when I get my next pay.. HAHA. tattoo is nothing compared to losing someone you love. the pain is unbearable but I'm already over it. good thing yea? heehee haahaa!!



& thanks girls for the hearty talk at Paragon's toilet. I really need that.. :)

Dated 22nd May 2009. Time Check: 7.15pm Venue: FEP.

Finally I did something I wanted like ages back.. and it's to get inked. Thank god it doesn't cost very much all thanks to vivian for recommending.. ;) thanks girl!

"ask your friend to come in also.. so she can see."

than we were the the room waiting for the artist to prepare everything to get started. the process was fun. because it's my first time doing it.. I find that it was very ticklish yet slight pain at the same time. haha the feeling overall was shiok.

here the outcome:

it appears smaller in real life infact.. but I still likes it alot ;) more to come i hope!

plz watch!! it's NOBODY BY WONDERGIRLS!!

tattoo is the only thing I focus now.

STRONGER.

something is totally wrong with me. I can't finish my meals every now and then.(it's a good thing i hope..) I wonder if it's gastric or what cus when it's pains.. it pains for the whole day.. until now. it's been two days now that my tummy's hurting. Sobz.

anyhoos, was walking back home from mrt and the sun was burning so i took off my cardi than a thought came cross my mind. sudden urge of getting a tattoo at my back. just wordings.. right now haven't thought of the wordings yet if not I SURE DO LIAO!! haha. Zach recommended far east ones but.. they look damn exp.

UHMMM..

getting a new lappy soon too when i get a pay rise! my to-get list is longer OH NO. SPELLS TROUBLE!

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Sometimes, I still think of you even though I know that I've let you go. you're busy with your life spending time with others. me too, I'm happy with what I have now.. because you're something I can live without anymore. Though we been through the hardest times of all.. & finding someone to accept what you're isn't as easy as ABC. Hopefully someday we'll thank each other for everything. :) lucks to you boy.

Memories stay. Soul goes.

I miss weekends morning waking up to cook breakfast for You. I miss how you planted a kiss on my forehead sometimes when I lay by your side. I'm sorry I just couldn't forget any moments.

Sigh. i love you deep down.

谢谢你, 我永远最依赖的人...

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye.

only 3 more days to survive. because I'm spending like near to a hundred bucks everyday single day for this week. whats up with me. speaking of which.. I had my fringe snap to bangs, hair became more layered. and.. I kinda like the outcome.


& let me wish Derek and SamSam Happy Birthday because I might not be attending your bbq this sat. Sorry guys ;) anw, I gotten something for you guys. Pass it to you when I see you the next time.

Life is really good now. another round of shopping later on. tata!
oh, how I miss L4D-ing with the same old bunch. ;)

Went for lan gaming ytd.. it didnt went well at all. it was just plain bad luck. then I found myself browsing thru shops and shops. couldn't help but to spent money. Guess this is the habit I can never get rid of when I'm feeling down or something. forgetting my acct balance just makes my feel so good. just to spend money like water.

jam jam kept me acc thru out the night even she is busy with school. min want to earn extra income so she went for work in the end. ting is busy with her new guy *ahem* grats girl.

Dine at Aijisen because I just wanna had something good. Aijisen was recommended by many but my in my opinion is only so-so lo. We talk over so much over dinner and I just knew many were shocked to hear this latest update. Y'know it just happen to suddenly.


What will be will be. I'm also trying to forget.. forget everything 'bout me and w. Y'know it'll be hard to & its hurting quite bad. Jam jam also made my day by saying: "God wants you to have the best man. But all you need to do is to wait patiently for him."


Thank you for the msges from each one of you. I'm fine. Don't worry. ;) I just need time.



t y b l f c m u t. <-- puzzle puzzle for u to solve. NO ONE CAN GET IT RIGHT. TRUST ME.

first day without someone else close with me.

gonna try to stand up on my own now.

how do you love me now?

The LAST Quarrel.

I gotta thank this special someone who came into my life, giving me everything a girl needs. love, time and trust.

starting from day one my heart was alr his. I fell deeply in love with this particular guy. just sad to say after a year and six months we have to be seperated. He is my only friend, my only listener, my only joker & my only boyfriend.

Gonna thank him also, for hurting my heart by tearing it apart. was everything jus meant to be fairytale?

I feel like crying out, but i can't.








this time I'm reall leaving, all the best to u and ur future girlfriend.