how time flies.. it's already coming to the end of Feb. waaaa, means pay day coming in a week or two. working everyday is okay for me, but the only thing that is bugging me is that I get drifted from my boyfriend and girls.

Hardly have the time for them, hope they won't get neglected or something.
sucks. I feel like telling you I don like what we are now.
I don like it when you say I don't have the time for you, when I spend most of my time with you. I hate it when you don give me a sense of security when I'm out with your friends.

To you, your friends come first. I'm second.
for me, yes, friends come first too. But the only person that can fully occupied my heart and whom I can confront everything to is You. Shucks, hate it when I have to say everything in here.

I just don't have a sense of security. URGH!!!!!!!

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Yoga Lin concert was a blast! I had a great time inside listening to his songs, woohoo. those were my best shots of the concert and of course it's copyrighted, $123.00 for the ticket was definitely worth the time and wildness in there. my fav S.H.E band was there too, but now I prefer Yoga now. hehe. he so cute cannnnnnnnnnn nabeisxz, gotten his signature and a hand shake because I was at IMM for his signature thingy a week before.

anyway weekends were mostly spent with the boyfriend and friends. and some stupid people made up some cock troubles.. damn cock!!!!!! zZzz. I didn't want to but yea.. you're very much a jerk. we cook spaghetti again for late supper. woohoo, great to the max. but whenever I think of working I feel very sian. haha. I'm quite getting use to work for now and also putting up with some people. ;)

and I yearn for a shopping very much soon. I miss ger that sickening ah siao! of cus jam and the others too yea.

there's meeting tml = sleep early for tonight!

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Happy belated Valentine day.

thought my valentine would be ruined because "something" happened a few days back. not in the mood to talk about it anymore.



anyhow, valentine day was quite well spent with Lover W in the early afternoon and a big grp of friends in the late afternoon ;) I almost drop my bouquet of flowers that he got for me.. ): I scare the hell out of him I almost cried. but DEREK save me.. ahaha thanks a million! I was smiling when I got it back. PS for dinner isn't a wise choice from basement to level 1 back to basement then to level 1 then level 2 and back to basement for Macs.



this comp is very screwed up I just transferred the pictures and now it cannot be uploaded. sorry for sucha a boring blog haha. gues I will post the pictures next time I going for lin you jia signature thingy now and his concert this coming friday YAY!!

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Hi..

I know I know. This blog is officially dead.. so I'm back here making it more lively.. but because I'm working and not studying anymore so the time usage from browsing the net will be lesser. Ok, CNY is almost over. anyway I was expecting to receive lesser money for the angbaos this year but I was kinda surprised by the amt. heheh $6xx!!

$6xx is alot? hell no.
my to-get list is piling up day my day. 1) like getting a new touch screen phone, 2) a new canon digital cam and 3) a branded handbag(this one not really important.. putting it for fun only)

ok ok enough said about CNY.. back to work.. how time flies, I'm already independant for like the 3rd week of work. anyhoos, people there wasn't as mean as I thought they were when I came in the first day.. haha. paperwork can be quite toturing because all you need to do is scan and scan and plz do take note paper have sharp edges.. haha damn it got my finger cut thrice already. zZzz. fact is, I really learn alot from the outside world.. good thing huh? ;)

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anyway I'm quite happy for myself because.. the sky is never turning grey for now.. because you have always been my sunlight all this while. love you max.

as for my dearest girls.. we haven't been meeting for long and we really need to catch up real soon k. Y'know me love you girls. anyway today when I was hanging out with bf and a bunch of un-known chao ah lians, the first thing I thought was you all.. because if girlfriends were there I would go shopping or rather walking aroung rather than standing there staring into space and facing them. zZzz.. Meet up soon yo! ;)


till then xoxo
Jwn.