Wednesday, January 21, 2009

POST 101!




Nothing's worth losing. Especially the chance to make it right.


work has been pretty alright. I still need time to adapt to the new environment. new life turn into a daily routine.. doing the same thing over and over again.

damn it. today I was down on my luck I think.. decided not to squeeze the heavy human traffic in the morning during PEAK hour so decided to cab over to my workplace since I was carrying some heavy stuffs I got for work.. but not even 1 cab was in sight.. plus I was alr runing late for work!! called for a cab - $3.50 stupid ERP - $3.50! total bill was $17.25 and note that I was in the cab for less than 15 mins.. shucks. and at that point of time my sandals choose to be ripped apart or whatever you call that..

k am so tired.. yawning even when I'm typing for this post. can't wait for my weekend to come.. last minute shopping and whatsnot. ever ready for the LOU HAI - raw fish! , visiting of hse, collecting angbao and gambling! thank god my period came in the right time so I can not be moody during CNY..

& guess we've been neglecting us for so long. even the day we spent the night with each other were so cold. I really miss those days. I miss you hugging me, I miss us meeting every early Sunday mornings to have breakfast before heading for a movie. Missing the days when I sat beside you while you played your Maximum Tune, teaching me from the wrong things to right, I miss scolding you because you oogle at pretty girls and I got jealous. I just miss you. 6th month is nearing and it's coming so slow.

boy O boy.. why are we so stagnant, why are we so still. I need some happy pill or something. but my heart is in a complete mess. Sigh. I'm sorry for neglecting you all this while.

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