I'm so disappointed. I really am.

For having a friend like you, you know who.
A friend who means no harm. A friend who's like my another breast. A friend who listens to me, gives me advises. A friend who shops together, talk about bitches, cry together, laugh together with me. & whenever I need someone to talk.. there's no one else who could lend me a listening ear but You.

what are we becoming now? tell me about it.
I don't need you to apologize every time you're in the/feel that you're wrong. I always try to understand because you have your reasons for doing something.

You're someone who is good at abusing your beauty for everything you want. I'm sorry if my words hurt you. but I'm serious for what I say. I'm really sorry. I really hope you change over, heed my advise and go on with your life. A good friend shares secrets, no matter how BIG the secret is. Fact is, I know you very well. that is why I still stay calm, until now.

this time I really want to help, but how do I go on helping you?
this post may be meaningless to you, but it's just how I felt being someone close to you.

people tell me I'm your closest friend, but I'm having doubt. only You will have the answer to it. keeping things from me won't make you gain anything but only making my trust for you cease.

sigh, good friends? ha.