a bold post.

is it my fault that derek sent me the wrong file?
is it my fault that I slept early?
is it my fault that I was being accused to be pretending to sleep?
is it my fault that if I don't stay up until 2 plus 3 plus means I'm not doing my part?


IS IT MY FAULT???????????

I'm so angry I just have to write this down. be unhappy for all you want I don't give 2 fucks about it. if you ask me why am I writting to make you guys unhappy, than can you ask your good friend why is she writing it in her blog? if she can.. why can't I? :)


firstly, I SAID I HAVE DECIDED NOT TO GO OUT, BECAUSE I NEED TO FINISH WHAT KIAT HAS GIVEN ME.. BECAUSE HE NEEDS TO PRINT.

secondly, I WAS GIVING MYSELF A BREAK BY SLEEPING AT 12:36PM. I AM NOT PRETENDING TO SLEEP. to whoever who claims I'm pretending to sleep.

thirdly, your good friend Mr derek has sent me the wrong file, I cannot open to do it. to send me the new file. can I say you guys are wasting my time?! did I ever complain?

fourthly, you guys can say I did the least.. BUT, if not for me.. you think you can have the pictures? if not for me.. you will have the layers changed and annotations put in? if not for me.. you think you will have the interior of the house drawn out?

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funny thing is.. YOU GUYS kept claiming I didnt do anything. yea.. you can tell the world those are not done by me, but instead it's done by ghost hor?!

something I'm cannot look up to you is.. You fucking complain to my boyfriend about me doing the least?! have you got any ballz? fancy you trying to break the news to the whole world? HAHA. if you know who I'm talking about here.

I don't see a reason in waking up in the middle of the night just to finish projects. I may have done it wrongly.. but WHY CAN'T you guys change it for me? and another thing. stop pushing all your work to me, I'm not superwoman I can't do much.

Just because your at your girlfriend hse.. You can push your work which you're suppose to finish to me? yes I'm talking about you.. Kiat. I'm talking about responsibility.

so much more.. wait until I get to derek hse. I have to clear this misunderstanding. and what you wrote in your blog, min. is just simply too overboard.. don't say until I didn't chiong project at 2 plus ok. why can I sleep early is because I've done my part.. hope you will understand the whole situation I'm in.. & guys who complain to girls about small little thing have got NO BALLZ. seriously no ballz.

now now now.. what will you do if you were me? what are your plans about confronting the rest? writting in blog is just a pea thing.. what about the rest of the days.. will it be awkard? if yes, don't worry I will quit school myself. I've say it clear ok?