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hello bloggie.
I went to the School of Make-up to have my hairdo and make-up done. pretty satisfied with the outcome. look at the big bao on my head!! than took a cab home from orchard. we rushed home to change because it was already pretty late and everyone was already at Raffles Country Club. I'm pretty sure someone will be saying: "eee.. so ugly."

what I wore for the wedding:

what little brother wore:

Xinyi and I.

my grandfather was complaining that I didn't take a photo with them so here it is: haha, the happy couples.

My charcoal sister. she look damn chao tar right? she's as tanned as bangala. opps =x

I think I look auntie here.. the beautiful lady beside me is my mummie! ;) (I love this picture because of my hair^^)

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Cousin's wedding

this is the page I love most in the whole album!

haha. finally cousin big day is here.
past days having been dolling up.. doing eye lash extensions, medi and pedi. one word, shiok!

so I just came back from cousin place. the bride is so damn pretty. I love their wedding shots. too bad W cannot come tonight.. ): wil be meeting him later tonight after the wedding perhaps. ok, it'll be short cus I'm going to Orchard to have my hair and makeup done later! (:

now pictures..

yesterday after having my nails done at International Plaza.

My sister and me, playing around with my father's glasses!

can't wait for the dinner at Raffles Country Club tonight! ;)
& might be finding for another full time job soon, maybe after Xmas..

woohooo. let me rest.

I'm totally worn out, it's bad cus I'm sick.
my body clock is totally dead.

lately have been busy with:
investitures, exams, projects, work.
I don know why but people dont appreciated what I do? sometimes I totally agree with W and I deserve a scolding.. I am dumb, stupid and a person who uses backside to think, guai lan, GEK KIANG.

too many things happened recently. finally putting an end to this problems, cus I'm not going to be involved anymore.. no use trying to talk to me it won't help. I'm stuborn that's it. I know what I'm doing, just be sure that I won't regret.. yea I totally won't.. ;)

lucky 3 exams is down, 1 more paper to go to be freed from ITE. that's when I wanna find a stable job.. lighten my mum's burden and stop taking $ from her.. haha, I wanna be a independent kid. I do not feel like studying anymore.. been saying this for so many times. I told mummy many times too, but she just keep changing subject.

ok man too long winded. needa go rest..
eye lash extensions worth $240 tml.. wooohoooo

today was Investiture, which means my passing out ceremony! All the best and good luck to the Incomings. hope you guys have fun at SC.

I think it's stupid to go there at 9am when we had nothing to do, only rotting there. until lunch time. we had western. their food is SO MUCH NICER lorsxz.. haha, had lunch and had the last rehearsal. this year's so un-organized unfortunately. the totally forgotten about the ex-cos. we only started rehearsaling today.

so here are the pics! ;) enjoy.

My hot babe:

tml will be having two exams becus skipped one today. urgh. this whole bloody week is packed like sardines HAHA. haven't met W for 2 days ~ it's been long. hopefuly tml I will be able to meet him. and I miss hanging out with my girls.

I just can't wait to me to turn 18. it'll be fun no? haha.. I've got a surprise for XXX. guess who! oh, my cousin's wedding is less than a week.. but I'm stil thinking what I should wear, hopefully W could go.. ;)

reminiscence

do you still remember 22 Nov 2007? it makes me reminiscence about us - one year back.

I still remember.. me helping my cousin to get ready for the prom.. make up, dress up and off she went. I'm already late for the date with you.. but I still insist on meeting you. I can remember everything vividly in my mind. the show we caught was 'Enchanted'. and because the day was also the very first night we got together, it makes me don't wanna go home.. because I was leaving for Genting the very next day. everything just happens so fast, it makes me just wanna pause and stop forever.

we got along for 2 months and 5 days before we broke up. I still remember everything so clearly HAHA.. I don't know why, but maybe because I still develop a strong feeling for you even we broke up..

than after 6 months of breakup, amazingly we got back together again. thanks to the worst things that ever happened(don't mention about it.haha) it makes us cherish each other even more.. until today.

another 4 more days to a fresh 4th months, if not 1st year/anniversary.. hehe.
I (L) U.. TWQ a.k.a breadboy!

Song Playing: Vulnerable by Secondhand Serenade

handmade skirts are love.

I have gotten my energy back.. from my 3 hours nap. because last night, W took up most of the space, snatch the blankie thats why I couldn't sleep well. feel super restless this morning for the time spent at night, it was long.. went over to W hse after doing project and met the rest for school the next day, hence the tired-ness.

yesterday the rehearsal for the investiture at macpherson ITE was simply a waste of time.. moreover in the full attire! >;( -frowns.

project presentation today.. it was so-so. I didnt think we did very well thou..

okay, was suppose to meet W after resting enough, but think I'll skip it. tml is saturday.. and Ive got no plans.. zZzz. oh, nowadays so many online stores having theirs handmade skirts. feel like getting one because it can be customize. should I? haha.

a bold post.

is it my fault that derek sent me the wrong file?
is it my fault that I slept early?
is it my fault that I was being accused to be pretending to sleep?
is it my fault that if I don't stay up until 2 plus 3 plus means I'm not doing my part?


IS IT MY FAULT???????????

I'm so angry I just have to write this down. be unhappy for all you want I don't give 2 fucks about it. if you ask me why am I writting to make you guys unhappy, than can you ask your good friend why is she writing it in her blog? if she can.. why can't I? :)


firstly, I SAID I HAVE DECIDED NOT TO GO OUT, BECAUSE I NEED TO FINISH WHAT KIAT HAS GIVEN ME.. BECAUSE HE NEEDS TO PRINT.

secondly, I WAS GIVING MYSELF A BREAK BY SLEEPING AT 12:36PM. I AM NOT PRETENDING TO SLEEP. to whoever who claims I'm pretending to sleep.

thirdly, your good friend Mr derek has sent me the wrong file, I cannot open to do it. to send me the new file. can I say you guys are wasting my time?! did I ever complain?

fourthly, you guys can say I did the least.. BUT, if not for me.. you think you can have the pictures? if not for me.. you will have the layers changed and annotations put in? if not for me.. you think you will have the interior of the house drawn out?

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funny thing is.. YOU GUYS kept claiming I didnt do anything. yea.. you can tell the world those are not done by me, but instead it's done by ghost hor?!

something I'm cannot look up to you is.. You fucking complain to my boyfriend about me doing the least?! have you got any ballz? fancy you trying to break the news to the whole world? HAHA. if you know who I'm talking about here.

I don't see a reason in waking up in the middle of the night just to finish projects. I may have done it wrongly.. but WHY CAN'T you guys change it for me? and another thing. stop pushing all your work to me, I'm not superwoman I can't do much.

Just because your at your girlfriend hse.. You can push your work which you're suppose to finish to me? yes I'm talking about you.. Kiat. I'm talking about responsibility.

so much more.. wait until I get to derek hse. I have to clear this misunderstanding. and what you wrote in your blog, min. is just simply too overboard.. don't say until I didn't chiong project at 2 plus ok. why can I sleep early is because I've done my part.. hope you will understand the whole situation I'm in.. & guys who complain to girls about small little thing have got NO BALLZ. seriously no ballz.

now now now.. what will you do if you were me? what are your plans about confronting the rest? writting in blog is just a pea thing.. what about the rest of the days.. will it be awkard? if yes, don't worry I will quit school myself. I've say it clear ok?

busy busy day.

Projects was my companion for the whole of today. I actually wanted to collect my pay.. but decided to give it a miss today since I was busy. ): SORRY GERMAINE. since I promise you I'll keep you accompanied.

tomorrow I'll be busier.. because I've got investiture rehearsal to attend. than will be working my ass out with the usual for the final project touch-up for our project. than trial presentation on friday. SIMPLY NO TIME TO REST. ok.. maybe I have rest enough the past weeks.. now must chiong all the way.

W is still having his time of his life away.. at town, shopping. why didn't you bring me along! ):

oh.. in the midst of doing project just now.. Jam called. we chatted, it was nice. damn girl, you really know me. love ya to bits and pieces.


see you when I see you!

somethings wrong.

what's up with me today.. ??

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1. had disagreements with team members because of projects.
2. quarrel with the boyf because of... HAHA.
   
3. backside itchy because I went jurong for NOTHING.
4. cabbed home because it was late.
5. Point 1,2,3,4 sums up to a bad day.

today is really fucked up.
I said I really don't wanna bother much.. but I couldn't stop bothering because I was pretty much sensitive towards her. Fuck, I just feel lost/sad/depress/angry.

what's wrong with me today? sigh.

on a happier note, my birthday chalet is confirmed! :)
all thanks to the mother for the help!


I can finally turn 18 soon.
I'm not heading for school, staying at home to finish up my part on the project.

hungry me now.

I'm so stuck & confused. maybe having dpression or something.

I.DO.NOT.FEEL.LIKE.STUDYING.ANYMORE.
I have my dream. but it can't be fulfilled. I feel like quitting school anyway. but it's left with like less than a month? no point quitting NOW. but projects is still on the run.. exams are coming..

fuck. I'm not in the best of moods for now. suddenly feeling sad? see I told you I've got depression!
ok anyway today went food fair after school with W, besty, JJ, sam and cheeming. W and I bought many foods.. all delicious! =) felt to full to have any extra space for dinner.

now it's like 10:14 PM and I'm hungry. stomach's growling. ):
tml will be like today, rotting in school!


I AM STILL HUNGRY.

but why..??? because I love you.

it's sucha short day..

headed to W's in the morning around 10 and slept, laze around and had chicken rice for breakfast cum lunch. than went to sleep again until 4pm. craving for movie since we haven't watched it for the longest time.

caught Quatrum of Solace 007 at PlazaSing. the freaking movie was boring. maybe I don know how to appreciate such show? then there's a part where the whole theater black out. and at the end of the show there was a apology announcement. fuck golden village. they didn't even think of compensating us.. ):

we had dinner and off we went home sweet home because W was tired!

SCHOOL AGAIN TML. WTF.
I.NEED.MY.HOLIDAYS.

work.

went to work today, but it was never boring with germaine ok. the one who's always joking around, and laughing like mad with me. because of her, my day was brighter even thou I was down. adding on that Jamie and Esther came down to look for us. sugar-ly sweet! jam thanks for the great talk when we pour everything out. yay and i love you.

I'm fine after ranting out most of my stuff. at least better than before.
don't need to probe about some stuffs. guess it all meant to be aye?

Sentosa!!

Joined W and the rest for Sentosa yesterday.. it was bloody fun! even thou it was pouring heavily. this time round, we brought in more snacks. guess we can't live without them huh! okay. left the place around 5plus to have dinner because we were hungry. Park Mall for Sakae. JJ and Besty then joined us. than to Marina Square back to home afters. =) it was a great day!


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As your friend for the 6th year.

damn it. I'm so pissed off. Are you telling me you're having a boyf agn?! wait a minute.. are you sure this time round? Are you damn bloody serious?! it's not your fault by having someone else by your side.. but did you ever think how people will look at you? 3 weeks one boyf? it's like ever going on.. and this time you only met this guy for a day or two and you're with him?!?!?!?!


"As a girlfriend, must you say until like this?"

this is what you said to me.. this fucking sentence (i'll remember it.)
I'm teling you..

As a girlfriend, I'm telling you not to carry on being like this.. one after another. is this love at first sight? okay maybe yes for you.. if you're telling me You're serious with this guy, I'll give you my blessing no matter what.

ps: DON'T COME WEEPING TO ME IF ANYTHING HAPPENS OK.
don't worry I'm not going to be your spare tyre or your pillar of strength ANYMORE.

bad day again.

Because in someway your look like a slut.
oh, maybe not even a that? You don't even deserve the "slut" title.
You look fake, thanks for being a two headed snake.
stop taking advantages of me and my friends and being a hypocrite in front. it makes me wanna puke.
stop trying hard to be pretty.. cus no matter how hard you try,
You will still be You.

You ought to be taught a lesson.
If you're wondering if I'm talking bout' you, maybe yes. It's you.

Biatch with a Capital 'B'.


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time check: 1:15 AM

wah times pass real fast.. I thought I was doing my projects half and hour ago but VROOOMM... it's already 1:15.. finally done with what I had to do. I'm so happy that I could fly ^^

before that I went to get highlights on my hair with the sister. It's mixture of blonde and brownish red. and I love it! but my hair a shorter by 2 inches now! ): so much for keeping long hair..

was supposed to meet the girls out for dinner, but the time wasn't good. the sky was already turning dark! ): sorry, next time ok girls.

my eyes are like half open now so I'm heading the sack now. hope it'll be a happy day tml.

time check: 1:25 AM

this feeling sucks

everytime we have any disagreement with each other, I would always presume that there's a third party thing or yada yada. But I'm wrong. the problem only lies with us, only us. sigh. there's no perfect someone for you to love right? just because we can't compromise or understand each other, there's nothing we could ever do it in the "perfect" way.

I myself isn't one perfect person. like if I'm moody.. I don't feel like talking or would start to pick up a tiff with anyone. thats me, but you didn't bother to understand, you didn't even bother to try. I'm sorry if I've upset you in any way.. I don't know when can this cold war ever end.. All I wanna say is I'm sorry.

it's all I could rant.
it's enough, I'm tired.

Because love is wanting another to be happy.

school is boring.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST FRIEND, JAMIE KOH WITH LOTSA LOVE.
hope you enjoy your 18th birthday this year ^^

& you must really really appreciate S for everything that he have done. every girl would dream to have a guy like him.. but most of us are not as lucky as you.. he is the BEST of the BEST. bear this in mind ok? but.. even thou you heart is with someone else, try to sort it out fast and follow your heart! just be sure you won't regret with your choices. afterall, I'm with you!

♥

wow!! three birthday(s) in a row..

school was a total bore. teacher is not with us for 2 weeks, and it's alr the second week so she'll be back the next week. but my assignments not done and it keeps getting piled up week after week. projects not complete and we'll soon raise the white flag next week. damn..

hope this week I'll be good and go to school every single day.. this week gonna be packed.
thursday might be doing something new to my hair. either perm or highlight I HOPE. I'm afraid perm will not look good and if I do highlight my hair will be spoiled. DANG. so which to do? or should I put extensions?!

wavy curls. big curls. curls like mee. WHICH ONE BETTER?????
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needa trim my brows too. and have medi and pedi on the 28th!!! =)) wohhhoooooo!
bye I love you W. ok so random.

More Pictures..

Happy 20th Birthday Baby girlfriend, Eza!

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More pictures for Sat.. all taken from kiat's blog.

guys with theirs drink from subway!

look at W's shirt! O.O

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I'm feeling damn tired and sleepy. Maybe because of lack of sleep. Accompanied besty to DSC clinic today at 8am before heading school. the clinic sucks ballz I tell you.. we waited and waited. not ready to leave there until 930am.

cabbed to school since it was raining like super heavily. I soo love rainy days please don't ask me why. I sleep everywhere.. cab, bus, mrt. I was just so sleepy.. even now typing this whole chunk.

oh oh oh & I wanna get:

from River Island.
it just look so classy, I like! urgh goddamn Ive got no money to buy it!!! ):
eyeing damn long ago. & it's like $83bux.

will money just drop from the sky pretty please?