buymecandies

2009-08-15T21:00:00.001-07:00

2009-08-15T08:55:00.000-07:00

你的爱是我的Everything ♥

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Friday was pretty much tiring yet awesome! After work, met with Alvin & his army friends. We had dinner at Novena before we caught "Where Got Ghost" 8.50pm slot. Wasn't very nice but it's a little funny. Tau-huay for supper before heading home. :)

Saturday Alvin & I went Vivo after my work. Caught "Management" before I headed to Boon Keng to have dinner with family! This week is so short! gosh, tmr bb's booking in already, OMG. Little things baby did really brighten up my day, just like randomly playing the "王力宏 - Everything" to me today. My heart melted on the spot. No words can describe how much I love you baby. :) My life cannot be happier without you, Superman.

anyhow, I hope girlfriends don't feel neglected or something? I know you girls are very understanding girls. who say we can't hangout on weekends? haha, at most Alvin come with us only lo. MANY LOVES. <3

Finally done with updating and tagging pictures in fb. Now, time to sleep. Goodnight people!

2009-08-13T05:01:00.000-07:00

World record baby, you only sent me 2 text in total today.
why is your camp so f up? LOL.

2009-08-11T05:23:00.000-07:00

My best boyfriend award goes to you already arh, Masam. Actually this name suits you also. HAHAHA.

I'm back for a major post. my long weekend is damn well spent! with both gfs, and my masam bf! :) today I'm back to work, tired day siol.

On Sunday..

Movie with baby
Left 4 Dead before that
Met up with girlfriends with baby for dinner at Hong Kong Cafe.
Missed fireworks
Slacked @ Esplanade
JJ & Ken came
They left at 10PM.
Baby and I had long hearty talks until 1am. Sweet arh. :) then, he sent me home.

On Monday...

Lunch with Ex boss and colleagues.
Met baby for movie again at Cineleisure.
Dinner, I wanted 7-11 cup noodles but bb said NO. save money what!
than MASAM BF brought me to Istana Park to romantic until 11 plus and bb sent me home.

Overdued Pictures:

2009-08-08T00:41:00.000-07:00

Hi all. IGNORE THE DATE. IT SHOULD BE 9th AUGUST, 1:50AM. Oh, Happy Birthday, Singapore! hehe.

First things first, happy 1st week being together. Although you're not with me most of the time, I know your heart is, bb. You changed my world now that we're together. I'm glad to have you through this journey.

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I am f'lazy to type out how my day went. every single details, er.. CHANG HUA TUAN SHUO ok?

earlier part of the day was with BB & his friends, later met up with Jam & Ting. Shopped & Chilled at Starbucks. Left ard 12, took a cab, Ting took bus (save money), Jam got vroom vroom. hahahahahaha! thanks for the bitchy talks girls. :) Buys of the day is: A pair of CHIO heels from FEP, thanks Jam for your sharp eyes & A plain black-yet-cheap-but-super-nice-bag.

ON SALES LEH, how can Juwen Ng not shop?

2009-08-07T14:12:00.000-07:00

wah. I just had my afternoon nap after taking my medications. I was inside my lala land hoping to see BB.. but my cousin's friends came over to spoil it, making quite a scene here, ignoring phone calls I think it rings for like many many number of times, waking me up. primary six kids can't blame them huh. fucktard(s) still. & they left, but they're coming back later. zZzz.

anyway when I was out for breakfast with my mum and aunts(yea the bunch of kpos aunts LOL) today, than my aunt suddenly..

"wah your new boyfriend call Alvin arh"

stunned for awhile, smile smile, huh? no la. HAHA. mum asked how old is he. wah damn fast can, they machiam like wanna see Alvin already. -.-" now must keep low profile first. heh. wooo. anw I wonder how they know ARH?! facebook status only 'In a Relationship' mah but didn't put name. than msn I also nv write.. I only write in blog leh.

okay, need to go back to my drama series to keep me accompanied for the whole of today! oh, and i'm having Lexus peanut butter biscuits Sher bought ytd w my hot Almond drink. shiok to the max. heh!

bb, I can't wait to meet you tmr! & girlfriends too yea!! :)
HAPPY LIFE WITH BOYFRIEND, AND GIRLFRIENDS.

2009-08-06T02:43:00.000-07:00

I'm so so so so so so F'sick! & it sucks cus I'm having the fucking cramps at the freaking same time! gosh, feeling damn bad. FUCK THIS.

on a side note, Bb's back from field camp yesterday (L). heh, feels so good to be talking to him after 36 hardcore hours. can't wait for weekends. oh, my long weekends starts today since Doc gave me 2 days MC. plus Mon is a public holiday. WOOOOOO shiok.

Mum just said I cannot go out on weekends cus I'm sick. haha. wtf, I'm so going out no matter whattttt!! :)

2009-08-03T06:34:00.000-07:00

"OMGGGGGGG."
"where did u meet him"
"how long have u known him"
"wah so fast"
"inserts a DAMN SHOCKED face"

Ting & Miao both said the damn same thing to me! no wonder they're BFF! zZzz.

ok nvm, half affected. the other half, bb cheered me up. he say we're gonna prove em wrong. hehz, or maybe this is just our honeymoon period? whatever it is.. I AM HAPPY. You guys should have known how much I've suffer in the past, esp girlfriends yea? & Alvin did a great job in making me happy everyday. I'm happy with him. Girls, I want to have your blessing. :)

anw, busy busy super busy day @ work. ok, bb'll be calling anytime. I'm waiting. ^^

2009-08-02T01:13:00.000-07:00

020809.
"The sky which should have been the same as always, seemed like a totally different one.
Just because we were looking at it together, it looked a thousand more times beautiful."

dinner, lan-gaming, movies. every moments with you are just awesomely awesome. :)

2009-08-01T00:11:00.000-07:00

Getting home late almost everyday, neglecting my space here. haha, 2 days back I thought I've to pamper myself since I've been saving some money from working so hard! Payday came, went to get a Burberry wallet. 400 odd bux. but I'm satisfied, at least hehe! dearest jam accompanied me to get it. than we headed to Plaza Sing, met up with her Ken. she got motor rides home agn. so I took a cab. haha.

& yesterday colleagues & I went for dinner together for celebrating Eunice's advance birthday. after dinner, we headed to Star Pub for drinks. left quite early, I not a good drinker. lol, we played pokers & many many more.

besty & ting, left for JB this morning. Jam is looking after her niece & I'm rotting at home. yet another boring Sat. but I might be meeting Hun tonight. he's still in field camp.

ok man, I going for a short nap now. toodles. I AM A HUNGRY GIRL NAO. ):

2009-07-28T06:28:00.000-07:00

Hun say he's saving for a mini holiday after his POP. :)

2009-07-25T22:21:00.000-07:00

You're the only one that could make me smile to my phone for the words you said for no reason. The world seems a little more beautiful when I'm with you. I know this isn't any fairytale. & You're uniquely different :)

2009-07-24T06:21:00.001-07:00

what's good feelings?

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have no idea what to blog. all I know & want now is my appettite to be back since Liting is treating us BotakJones tmr. & am f-ing sad cus I think those bouncers will not let me in the club if we're going clubbing tmr. everywhr's taking pre-cautions, isn't it? ):

should I go for a midnight show tmr?

2009-07-23T04:16:00.001-07:00

I just wanna get better. ))))):

2009-07-22T04:55:00.000-07:00

my temp can't freaking go down, cough is bad & I'm having slight flu. could it be H1N1? whole body is aching like shit. I refused to see a doc, dont ask why. took half day off from work because I couldn't take it anymore moreover the aircon is freezing.. how weird I didn't sweat at all today. sigh I need to get well, there's stilll work tml!

2009-07-21T05:58:00.000-07:00

I don't know what's wrong with me. I just realize I've become into another me. good or bad, only time will show? Msn contacts list just increase by a whole lot & guess what.. majority of those whom added don't know me in person. zZzz, but it's pretty amazing how I can get along pretty well with a number of them! Somehow, it's really nice.

& my stupid contacts cannot stop giving me problems during work, it gets too dry up easily every now & then. ): Urgh.. Damnit, I am sick! Totally not in the right mood today plus busy day @ work.

I AM HARPY cus it's a week nearer to get my Burberry wallet! :)

2009-07-20T08:35:00.000-07:00

Thank you for the great dinner! :)

never thought we actually had this day coming.

P.S: don't treat me too good, I might fall for you.

2009-07-19T00:42:00.000-07:00

17th July.

Met up with the favourite girl for Harry Potter & catch up over dinner @ Just Acia. love going thr for dinner. movie was kinda boring in the beginning but I think it was overall "ok lor."

18th July.

My all time fav club, stjames powerhse. my and clubbing khaki reached thr way too early, almost half dead waiting for them rest to come. & HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY JUNYAN! :D they entered only when it's 1am ): Lime & Cranberry Vodka is just love!! wOoz. left around 4am, hungry liting wants to eat. so we headed to habourfront's Macs with Heng & Susan. cabbed home right after their breakfast!

OMGGGG. & I so wanna blog about Ting's fling ytd. Wah she & WeiHao damn funny can.. keep whispering into each other ears.. HAHA all thanks to me???!!! AHHA.

19th July.

I was half dead when I reached home. Quick bath & headed for my sleep without drying my hair. woke up @ 2.30pm for my lor mee.. & this whole week gonna be hectic, I supposed. YAY yeni is bringing CO.LO.POK back from Indo tml <3!

2009-07-16T06:35:00.001-07:00

This week is partially screwd up, fuck.

1) YENI IS NOT IN TOWN & I MISS HER.
2) MY SPECS JUST BROKE. WTF AM I GOING TO WEAR TML?
3) CAN'T VIEW MY MESSAGES IN INBOX. SOFTWARE SOMETHING WRONG.
4) LEFT MY PHONE IN OFFICE YTD. THANK GOD FOR CCT!!
5) AM UPSET ABT THE NEW GIRL @ WORK. DOUBLING MY JOB.
6) ALMOST DECLARE BANKRUPT.
7) JO JUST SAID WE WONT BE CLUBBING THIS WEEK! NB.

I got a hot pink & RED glasses from Cotton On. & I love it.
am thinking of doing my 3rd tat on my wrist.

should I? should I not? should I? should I not? should I? should I not? should I? should I not? should I? should I not?

2009-07-15T04:59:00.000-07:00

Damn it. I cannot stop cursing myself from being so forgetful today. How can I left my phone behind in the office, damnit damnit DAMNIT!!!! ):

almost dead without my phone! >:

2009-07-13T05:15:00.000-07:00

ITS MONDAY BLUES. :<

2009-07-11T20:05:00.000-07:00

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick.
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick.

It's rare having just the four of us out on a Saturday. :) so happy we met up for kbox. haha We had a hell of a great time.. "You know I want cha.. I know you want me" haha. went to grab some bite before I cabbed over for my cousin's birthday @ Yan Palace. K AGAIN! :) missed out fireworks with girlfriendz but itz alright, I know we have a next time!

2009-07-09T08:22:00.000-07:00

It feels so good to be in town buying stuffs on your own. wanted to get contacts, but I felt I overspent on my stuffs so next time. half of my pay is gone when payday is only 2 freaking days back. Gosh, I'm broke for the rest of this month. Transformers is a good show. YAY ME. I treated my girlz to movies, popcorn & our all time fav cheese tarts. WOOHOO. love me billion girlz. :)

freaking hell. tell me how can you spent $251 when you shop alone.. I just counted what I spent manz. this is CRAZY!

2009-07-06T04:43:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry if the previous post sounded damn emo nemo. I didn't mean to! ok.. I just suddenly feel like writting everything down.. guess this is the only place I can let the everyone know how I truly feel?

ANYHOW, I AM HAPPY WITH MY LIFE NOW. I AM INDEPENDANT. I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF.

Something about me is, I never ever compare how good others was.

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anyway now is all about earning money. I wanna get many many things. my Burberry wallet which I target getting @ the next pay.. I need go shopping retail therapy. many nice tops at forever21 & topshop. OMG. C&K's bag.. haha still haven found any I really like yet.. & heels heels!! Eunice, I cannot wait for our pay to come and go shopping together! teeehee..

Am not sure whether to colour my tattoo.. hmm..

2009-07-04T11:29:00.000-07:00

Thai Express for dinner cannot be any better with shawn & jamie. I only drink Tom Yam Soup from Thai Express, don't ask why. I'm weird like that! anyway it's shawn's treat so it taste better lor. hahaha :)

evening was kinda screwd cus I was throwing some bitchfits for god.knows.what.the.fuck reason. starbucks afterwhich to chill, had muffins & my all time fav, coffee frap. It'z just like any boring Sat without shopping & nightlife. ): Gave stjames a miss today.

ok, it's 2 mins to 3am. & am not sleeping anytime soon. Great!

2009-07-03T20:59:00.000-07:00

Supz. :) After work yesterday I met my all time fav girl @ bugis. we shopped around & coincidentally bump into xinhui! & had dinner had some ramen stall beside bugis street. & went over bishan to meet Junyan @ 10 pluz. wc then came after receiving jam's call. had drinks at bishan's prata house before we cab to town. initially wc meeting his friends for movie, but in the end no movie.. we went to play Left 4 Dead. Hahz, NICE.

& I hate you slut. Er, no, You don't even fit to be one? u don't have the looks for a slut. haha. Your eyes looks like its popping out.

Your nose looks like MJ's.

& your mouth is big enough for 5 hot steamy lanjiao to stuff in. (haha)

maybe its good being like that.

2009-06-29T06:07:00.000-07:00

I never needed you to be strong

I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs

I never needed pain, I never needed strength

My love for you was strong enough you should have known.

I never needed you for judgements

I never needed you to question what I spent

I never ask for help, I take care of myself,

I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

I've already spoken, our love is broken.
Baby hush, hush..

2009-06-28T00:18:00.000-07:00

Phuture last night!! girlz came over to my place for dinner & makeup party. First time trying out thick faux lashes. woohoo nice.. & we head thr by bus w Min's friends. haha we had dinner too early so we kept complaining non stop @ the dancefloor. YAY I BUA AN ANGMOH YTD SIOL. haha.. ok lame! Liang Court for macs afterwhich & cabbed home @ 6 in da morning. wah lan, every weekend chiong until 7am than sleep means will see: EYEBAGS!

anyway my girls call ourself LV, Prada, Gucci & Burberry. haha cus we don't like the name Chanel. hahaha. I feel damn digusted please. she can't dance for fucksake. -points middle finger-

"we coming zouk" in the end they went Rebel.

"wtf~ she also not going with us later~" in the end, she went Rebel with em.

done blogging liaoz. BYE.

Your lips taste like sugar. ♥

2009-06-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

I found the pictures we took.. & we looked so good together. tell me, How do'y sleep?

& I finally got out from hell. I got 'welcome' again haha to the same company! I'm so happy now, at least I have friendz to talk to whenever I get bored now.. man, I really hate working right here now.. being ill-treated. haha DAMN IT.

Last night, I saw ruixi and girlfriends yo. I was shag looking after the little girl huh.. haha she makes me so so so so so wanna have a kid now lor. I mean, a kid of my own. I carried her while walking back to TPY Central w girlfriends.

Now pictures of the little one!! See, she emo at one corner lor.

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Juwen says:
nobody say i don look singaporean b4 lor haha ure the first
should i be happy?

be myself, by myself says:
er
u can
if being chinese china makes u happy
hahahaha

Juwen says:
ok.. i dn wanna be happy anymore
say me cheena china -.-"
something that i cant be proud of.

be myself, by myself says:
why man
hahahaha
its gd to learn chinese now!
LOL

Juwen says:
nooo
i h8 chinese and i h8 china girls ALOT!!!!!
hahha

be myself, by myself says:
why do u hate one of yr kind
hahahaha

Juwen says:
shut up.. >.<

be myself, by myself says:
LOL
why u hate them

Juwen says:
i don know..
i hate the way the seduce old ti co peks..

be myself, by myself says:
well they work for $_$
they dont have a work permit
to survive
they do that
i pity them

Juwen says:
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
than u give them money loh and they give u "shuang shuang"

HAHAHA. I was laughing throughout the whole conv..

2009-06-24T06:56:00.000-07:00

"one of my patoon got H1N1."

"he go hospital le"

& I think he said something like.. throw up, same room, going to have fever..

gosh! this was weiqiang's msg a few hours ago.. I thought he was kidding.. & now the news was saying about it.. zZzzz!! take precautions dude, hope nothing happen to you huh!

2009-06-23T04:57:00.000-07:00

I'm neither sad nor am I feeling happy. I feel like giving up my current job. handling with stress isn't going too well for me right now. sigh. but the people there are damn good, their one of the reasons I can't bear to leave.. tell me what should I do nao brown cow? hmm..

I don't know how to love again.. I really don't. life's a bitch!!!!!! __ need night life with girlfriendz.

2009-06-22T04:37:00.000-07:00

hey all. I think there's something I have to announce.. I know to some people it's not a good impression but since it's been long.. why not annouce right?

Many have been asking me.. "why so young don't wanna study anymore?"
I always replied.. " no interests already leh.."

haha, actually there's a reason why I don't continue my study since I'm still young now! because I have a little one to look after. Her name is Ruixi. No surname for her since her father left me since he found out I'm pregnant. Have been a single mother for quite sometime now. I know it's a shocking news to all.. but yea. she's my love & my life. She's my world since her father left. he's very much a jerk.. But life is much much better with so many friends, and of cus my little baby girl. :D

So, everyone.. can I be a scriptwriter now? Actually this little baby is my dearest JamieKoh's niece huh. haha. ain't she adorable? I seeing her this thurs again. Woooo.. I can't wait!! :D

2009-06-20T22:56:00.000-07:00

I'm not pinning any hope on us again anymore, I am really not. :)

Rebel on fri. Slept for 4 hours before I cabbed over to look for recruit "W Q TEO" for movie @ Jurong Point on Sat morning. Land of the Lost. I didn't know I would be awaken by then. spent the whole freaking day @ his hse watching tv and sleeping.

time wasn't much on his side. accompanied him to pasir ris and we reached around 9.15pm his buddies were alr waitting for him. trained back on my own. so damn tired. I'm not having any thoughts of him coming back to me, but we're already good just like that & I don't want anything to change.

& I know what I'm doing. Don't worry uh, girlfriends.

lastly, Happy Fathers' Day.. :)
going for dinner tonight with families.

2009-06-19T04:53:00.000-07:00

Love can be beautiful, but why not mine?

life's hard. why am I trying or struggling to get back on my feet. why are you making me so weak. we've been good for the past one or two week, haven't we? sighz. Why are you only good when you feel you have to.

Because what we have can't be erase. what do you know about love? Been hearing so many things about you from your friends.

Wish D will come on 27th :) I really hope.. teeheehee!

2009-06-14T00:55:00.000-07:00

13June2009.

Met dearest Jamie & my old friend that juz had his Pass Out Parade, LIM JUN YAN; right after work. bishan for PizzaHut, ate & did alot of catching ups. chatted for almost 3-4hours can. than we walked Junction 8 around till evening before me and Jam headed back to my hse for BBQ. after BBQ I went to meet Ben & friends for clubbing @ double O. Manz, the night was super boring & wished girlfreinds were there. moreover the songs sucks like fuck. Retro night.. what the.. cab home around 2 or 3 plus, forget.

14June2009.

time to slack @ home. and my tattoo is in pain o.o I'm having many thoughts in my mind nao. heart's feeling heavy.

where were you when I needed you most?

2009-06-12T05:19:00.000-07:00

You're talking to her, but messing with me.
How do'y love me now.

partying 2 times @ stjames powerhse this week. lolz. making it a habit to clubz every weekend liaoz.

oh my second tattoo done, a butterfly. ok this time it hurtz quite badly. cus its big. thanks jam for the company if not i sure die inside ok.

ok, here's a pic. mind the fats: chio bo? tribal butterfly.

2009-06-10T04:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was cock lor. Fell sick suddenly. got fever machiam kana hangover lor. hahaaa. anyway tonight me and my girls gonna get drunk & get high on the dancefloor. cool shitz yo.

looking forward for my second tattoo :)

2009-06-08T07:29:00.000-07:00

Yoz. some major updates. ok man, not major.. HAHA.

Saturday night FEVER!!
Met up with the girlfriend, DEAREST JAM. we went to shop for shoes and had manicures done for 5 bux. we're the happy girls :) heeheehaahaa Gr8! Got bored of town so we took 143 to vivo. Met shawn for dinner since he's on his way back from Sentosa.. & my dear clubbbingggggg khaki ONGLITING. Dined @ pasta mania. went for a walk in DAISO after dinner. crapping & wasting time away ~ "jam loves to chew on big yellow ballz." hahaha. inside jokes.

Camwhored & toilet breaks b4 heading to club @ Stjames powerhse. The company was great with people like weechng, junyan, kokliang, grace, danny, leonard, yaoyong, nelson weihao. oh, saw rizal & friends too :) my most happening night :) than something happen felt like it's a drama, someone wake me up plz. heeehhheee. tsktsk.

heels was sucha torture manz. damn my legs are already dying half way thru the night there. overall it was a gr8 night manz.

anyway I gotten my pay today & went to shop straight away after work @ forever21. damn spend a 1oo bux for 2 tops... tamade. I better get doing my sec tattoo before I go broke againnnnnnn. okay facebook suck ballz now man. can go barn buddy!! GODAMNIT.

Double O this sat, anyone?

2009-06-05T05:02:00.000-07:00

♥ Friends are just like cookies.

They're the chocolate and I'm the chip.

Can I say this week wasn't very much productive on my retail therapy. Digging the wardrobe for clothes every morning sucks.

morning boss drove me over to Suntec to help out with the roadshow. the period of time is really slacking -.-" oh & otw back to office boss treated me the CHEESE TARTS. haha I've been eating that for 2 consecutive days already. my god, so sinful!! ): & later in the afternoon I got so bored & wanted to do some spring cleaning. so I went to take a cloth to clean. than the other boss of mine came up to me and said "why are you cleaning? do 'Yknow that we already moving downstairs.. so this is extra work." Truth is, the table was really dirty yo. how can I not clean it? :/ suck ballz.

working there can be quite stressful at time Y'know. teeheehee.

I wish to you, joy and happiness.

But above all this, I wish you love.

2009-06-04T05:38:00.000-07:00

how did you day went? mine was well.. :))

Well, Happy (belated) Birthday my besty aka seemong aka min taitai. haha :) Yesterday I met the girlfriends and Susan(jason) for dinner @ Meiyan's. dinner was good, had lots of craps. than we bought the birthday girl a small piece of cake from breadtalk. it suck ballz, damn it's sour and ewww. we'd picked the wrong choice thou. but anyhoos the birthday girl herself enjoyed much!

as for today, company's having some big event @ expo. boss ask me go but I don't want so I stayed in office to partyyy & slack & facebooking. haha. & finally I had my long tempation, CHEESE TARTS. they taste just like heaven. $3 ea. exp siol but it's worth every penny :) I used to hate cheese & milk.. even now. but these Cheese Tarts just taste heavenly!! & it's just opposite my workplace.

I regretted so much for spending my hard earned income so fast that I'm left with pathetic 2bux in the bank ): I need my pay!

Somehow. Somewhere. Someone still miss 'Ya.

Somedays are meant to be remembered,
Those days when we rise above the stars.
Some dreams live on in time forever,
Those dreams You want it with all your heart.
& the life we knew, had to change.

2009-06-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

Going to work, being busy at work, than go home after that has already been my daily routine for three weeks. Sibei no life now but I'm so used to it. thank god for facebook & girlfriends my life has a little bit more colour now.. HAHA. okay so not funny. I need my L4D drug right now na na na na ~~

to think I actually thought today was dinner with girlfriends. ]:

someone still owe me botak jones big time!! haha. I saw many many people saying it's a nice place.. I'm so going to try it someday with .... see who want eat with me loh :)

oh, one last thing.. I already thought of how my second tattoo will be like. I'm so very funken excited. :) payday please be here soon yo!

2009-06-01T04:44:00.000-07:00

Yo sup.

Finally gotten hold of the pictures. more @ facebook.com!!

that night we really enjoyed ourselves to the max. I know I kept laughing for don-know-what-reason. & tml will be meeting the guys & taitaimens for Min's birthday dinner. YAY.

time really flies man. :] it's time and I'm telling myself to "move on"

2009-05-31T03:34:00.000-07:00

100 Facts about Myself.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Tap water w ice.
2. Last phone call: Eileen.
3. Last text message: Quak See Mong
4. Last song you listened to: Sly - Xi Wang.
5. Last time you cried: 3 weeks ago.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated the same someone twice: DUH!
7. Been cheated on: Yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No.
9. Lost someone special: Yes, but who cares ^^ life is good now.
10. Been depressed: Almost.
11. Been drunk and threw up: No. AI ZAI SIOL.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black.
13. White.
14. Pink.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes.
16. Fallen out of love: Yes.
17. Laughed until you cried: Always happen.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes.
22. Found out how many people on your friends list that you actually know in real life?: Yes.
23. Planned how many kids do you wish to have: 2 or more.
24. Had any pets: Fishes? Yes.
25. Wanted to change your name: No. I have a unique name can.
26. Forgotten what did you do for your last birthday: I still remember everything.
27. What time did you wake up today: 1 near 2pm.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: enjoying the night away.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: to Love someone else?
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 1 week ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing.
32. What are you listening to right now: TVVVV.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: NOPE.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: this quiz. haha
35. Most visited webpage: facebook.com
36. Whats your real name: Juwen Ng Siang Jin.
37. Nicknames: Wen & AHWEN
38. Relationship Status: Single but unavailable.
39. Zodiac sign: Horse
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: Cedar Primary.
42. Middle School?: Beatty Secondary.
43. High school/college?: Wished I had one :)
44. Hair colour: Black and Brown with gold stripes.
45. Long or short: Long.
46. Height: veryshort.
Do you have a crush on someone?: Nope.
48: What do you like about yourself?: everything?
49. Piercings: Ears: 6 Body: none.
50. Tattoos: 1.
51. Righty or lefty: Right handed.

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: None.
53. First piercing: When I was primary one.
54. First best friend: He Huiling
55. First sport you joined: Badminton.
56. First vacation: Genting w parents.
57: First kiss: 13 or 14.
58. First love: primary school, puppy love. HAHA

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Banana cookie by my sis.
60. Drinking: Plain water
61. I'm about to: Pangsai.
62. Listening to: TVVV I TOLD ALREADY RIGHT?!!
63. Waiting for: bedtime. haha now only 7 PM!!

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: 2 perhaps.
65. Get Married?: by the age of 22.
66. Career?: Any that can earn money for my family.
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: i wanna be taller lah dey.
70. Older or Younger: Younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive & loud!!.
74. Hook-up or relationship: APA INI???!!
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: None.

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes just ytd!!.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: No.
79. Sex on first date: No. WTFF?!
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes.
82. Been arrested: No for stealing someone else heart?!.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes. it was in the past.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes.
87. Miracles: Kinda.
88. Love at first sight: Yes.
89. Heaven: No?
90. Santa Claus: No.
91. Kiss on the first dae: Yes.
92. Angels: NO. in my dreams!!
93. Jesus: no.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope.
95. Did you sing today?: No.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: how do you define cheat?.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: just everything to rewind so I know where did I went wrong..
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: The day before I got together with him.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Nope.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes. I DONT LIE!!

2009-05-31T00:47:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was fun.

met up wiv the girlfriend and headed to FEP. wanted to do manicure but it was so packed. so skipped it and met up with the rest PLUS the advance birthday girl. went for dinner and played pool before we headed to Amber 21!

well, before we got really drunk we had the Mickey Mouse cake cut and sang birthday song for Besty. & than they played the dice game.. wanting besty to be drunk. I was quite surprise she can hold her liquor well!! I drank quite abit and got a little tipsy and I kept laughing for nothing. stupid birthday girl spilled the alcohol on me. >.<

"AI ZAI"

jamie koh, no more visiting of pubs for you anymore!! everyone took care of her and left at 3 plus 4? haha hangover at Jo's crib. left her place at 7 plus AM. god, been a long time since we had a enjoyable time.

Kiss me thru the Phone ~~~~~~

2009-05-29T23:45:00.000-07:00

28 May.
I went to find Jam @ Bugis. Shopped, found the headpiece she liked for quite some time. happy her siol. the I got the white one from her. :) I went to deco it myself pasting some pinkkkk butterflies and heart all over it yo. cool to the max can. slack at MOS Burger before heading home.

29 May.

I went for dinner @ Aijisen again cus I got the membership card. teeheehee!! this time with Joyce, Jonathan(jam's cousin) and Jamie. ALL THE J(s). WE RULE. okayy than I finally played Left 4 dead with Jonathan while the two serving facebookkkk @ PC Bunk. Cotton On having GSS now I was so happy I got myself a skirt. damn I'm broke now.

30May.

today I went for work. I was shagged I had meeting with my managers and I finally told them I have phobia for darkness. I went to at a look at my new office yesterday but lucky I've got Yeni with me if not I wouldn't have any guts to open the locked door of the new office.. that place looked so haunted, messy and it's old. everything is in a mess ))): I couldn't help but breakdown cus I don't want to shift. damn sad I had to leave my table.

was it the shadow of you that I hug? Cus all you left for me was your footprints in the sand.

2009-05-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

Video call with jam and vivi just now. Ultimate fun, just that the speaker is too soft and we will go "huh huh say again" LOL.

okay today work was super uber bored and busy.. bored becus I know I will be shifting to second floor soon!! urgh means I can't run abt work place anymore like how I used to. ARHHH. and Busy cus it's month end!! some people rushing for coventional or whatever shitz.

okkk. facebook has so many fun quizzes. I so love it siol!! heeexx.

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Dated: 27th May 2009.

Today don't seem to be special, maybe it used to. But not now anymore.

I wanna laugh at myself for being silly. I wanna laugh at myself for crying so badly. I wanna laugh at myself for how I used to be making a fool of myself in the public. I wanna laugh at myself for having the "committing suicide" thoughts when you're gone. these are all the "used to have".

people say I 'look' happier now(?) true? yea pretty much! yipeeeeees. because people around me was there when I fall, would appear when I need them and make me happy much yo!

Just wanna thanks 'someone' for always being there.. He's always like my Guardian angel pulling me out of darkness. giving me that encouragement, trying his best to make me happy. sorry his name cannot be reveal. if you know it's your problem!!

JamJam thanks for meeting up even thou you're busy with school.
Minmin thanks for making me know how to love and what is love.
TingTing thanks for the hearty talks, I really need that yo.

2009-05-25T05:19:00.000-07:00

Juwen Ng wants to party now!

anyway, I caught Night at the Museum already! so wanted to catch that movie and I did it yesterday for free! :)

Last Saturday pics: [*~nEveR bE rEpLaCe ~*]

haha. okay now I need go steal people's harvest ahaha damn fun. ARHHH DAMIT MY SKIN SO DRY NOW SIAL. CCB! I NEED BABY LOTION

C.A.N.T W.A.I.T F.O.R S.A.T.U.R.D.A.Y!!!!

2009-05-23T21:00:00.000-07:00

♥ who can you turn to,
when the person who can make you stop crying,

is the person who make you cry?

Supposingly was suppose to meet only jamie for "darhling outing" like shopping and watch movie. than before I left the house she called and..

"eh Shawn cun stunt sial.. he say he want tag along.. haiya you call him lah!!"
(I think she was kinda pissed off..)

Phone rings... ringss. ringgggggss.

than I called him. "hello shawn arh. you want come isit.. than you never say. haiya don ask jamie lah she won't let you come de. so I meet you at bugis loh"

"okok see you hahaha."

than I met Shawn. our dearest princess was still at home when we already reach LOR. than we had Mos Burger for lunch after she reached because my stomach was starving like hell lor but we still need to wait for that princess.

shopping from bugis to town. Wisma than to food republic to slack. than something super funny happen that I can't stop laughing even now. LOLLLLL. Shawn was practically the joke of the day and for entertaining US.. HAHA.. than when we met the rest at FEP he left.

girlfriends are really girlfriends.. we had alot of fun time ytd. crapping and whatsnots. than over to cine for dinner and and wanted to play L4D.. but disappointingly we didn't lor. thanks for dragging the time.

left after and look for my hornykia at kallang. ;)

okay my tattoo still painful leh.. why arh. anyway the second tattoo will be when I get my next pay.. HAHA. tattoo is nothing compared to losing someone you love. the pain is unbearable but I'm already over it. good thing yea? heehee haahaa!!

& thanks girls for the hearty talk at Paragon's toilet. I really need that.. :)

2009-05-22T08:35:00.000-07:00

Dated 22nd May 2009. Time Check: 7.15pm Venue: FEP.

Finally I did something I wanted like ages back.. and it's to get inked. Thank god it doesn't cost very much all thanks to vivian for recommending.. ;) thanks girl!

"ask your friend to come in also.. so she can see."

than we were the the room waiting for the artist to prepare everything to get started. the process was fun. because it's my first time doing it.. I find that it was very ticklish yet slight pain at the same time. haha the feeling overall was shiok.

here the outcome:

it appears smaller in real life infact.. but I still likes it alot ;) more to come i hope!

2009-05-21T04:13:00.001-07:00

plz watch!! it's NOBODY BY WONDERGIRLS!!

2009-05-20T05:34:00.000-07:00

tattoo is the only thing I focus now.

STRONGER.

2009-05-19T05:20:00.000-07:00

something is totally wrong with me. I can't finish my meals every now and then.(it's a good thing i hope..) I wonder if it's gastric or what cus when it's pains.. it pains for the whole day.. until now. it's been two days now that my tummy's hurting. Sobz.

anyhoos, was walking back home from mrt and the sun was burning so i took off my cardi than a thought came cross my mind. sudden urge of getting a tattoo at my back. just wordings.. right now haven't thought of the wordings yet if not I SURE DO LIAO!! haha. Zach recommended far east ones but.. they look damn exp.

UHMMM..

getting a new lappy soon too when i get a pay rise! my to-get list is longer OH NO. SPELLS TROUBLE!

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Sometimes, I still think of you even though I know that I've let you go. you're busy with your life spending time with others. me too, I'm happy with what I have now.. because you're something I can live without anymore. Though we been through the hardest times of all.. & finding someone to accept what you're isn't as easy as ABC. Hopefully someday we'll thank each other for everything. :) lucks to you boy.

Memories stay. Soul goes.

2009-05-17T07:44:00.001-07:00

I miss weekends morning waking up to cook breakfast for You. I miss how you planted a kiss on my forehead sometimes when I lay by your side. I'm sorry I just couldn't forget any moments.

Sigh. i love you deep down.

2009-05-16T20:54:00.000-07:00

谢谢你, 我永远最依赖的人...

2009-05-16T00:48:00.000-07:00

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye.

2009-05-15T02:30:00.000-07:00

only 3 more days to survive. because I'm spending like near to a hundred bucks everyday single day for this week. whats up with me. speaking of which.. I had my fringe snap to bangs, hair became more layered. and.. I kinda like the outcome.

& let me wish Derek and SamSam Happy Birthday because I might not be attending your bbq this sat. Sorry guys ;) anw, I gotten something for you guys. Pass it to you when I see you the next time.

Life is really good now. another round of shopping later on. tata!
oh, how I miss L4D-ing with the same old bunch. ;)

2009-05-13T18:22:00.000-07:00

Went for lan gaming ytd.. it didnt went well at all. it was just plain bad luck. then I found myself browsing thru shops and shops. couldn't help but to spent money. Guess this is the habit I can never get rid of when I'm feeling down or something. forgetting my acct balance just makes my feel so good. just to spend money like water.

jam jam kept me acc thru out the night even she is busy with school. min want to earn extra income so she went for work in the end. ting is busy with her new guy *ahem* grats girl.

Dine at Aijisen because I just wanna had something good. Aijisen was recommended by many but my in my opinion is only so-so lo. We talk over so much over dinner and I just knew many were shocked to hear this latest update. Y'know it just happen to suddenly.

What will be will be. I'm also trying to forget.. forget everything 'bout me and w. Y'know it'll be hard to & its hurting quite bad. Jam jam also made my day by saying: "God wants you to have the best man. But all you need to do is to wait patiently for him."

Thank you for the msges from each one of you. I'm fine. Don't worry. ;) I just need time.

t y b l f c m u t. <-- puzzle puzzle for u to solve. NO ONE CAN GET IT RIGHT. TRUST ME.

2009-05-11T23:52:00.000-07:00

first day without someone else close with me.

gonna try to stand up on my own now.

how do you love me now?

2009-05-11T07:55:00.000-07:00

The LAST Quarrel.

I gotta thank this special someone who came into my life, giving me everything a girl needs. love, time and trust.

starting from day one my heart was alr his. I fell deeply in love with this particular guy. just sad to say after a year and six months we have to be seperated. He is my only friend, my only listener, my only joker & my only boyfriend.

Gonna thank him also, for hurting my heart by tearing it apart. was everything jus meant to be fairytale?

I feel like crying out, but i can't.

this time I'm reall leaving, all the best to u and ur future girlfriend.

everything's different.

2009-04-19T03:26:00.000-07:00

came back this morning from ger's chalet. hella fun yoz. we had lotsa stingray crabsticks cheesehotdogs, made good friends w uncle next door because we want his charcoal, we had mahjong until 4am. & the best thing was tiramisu as cake! damn shiok. I was still eating the tiramisu bit by bit this morning because i was kinda addictive to it! we had chicken rice and went home after that.

good luckz to people for the first day of school tmr. ;) & did I mention that L4D is quite addictive?

me and my spastic boy.

Being with you is so disfunctional.

I really shouldn't miss you.

But I can’t let you go.

The world is changing.

2009-04-07T07:48:00.000-07:00

& I bring Ya sexy backkkk Yea?

this week is gonna be fruitful. I gonna go for another major shopping. hopefully my dear boyfriend allows me to get the Agnes B baggggggg I've been eyeing for quite sometime!! ;)

My fringe is long and I gonna have it cut soon. back to bangs yo. thinking of changing my hairstyle. but I cant bear to let my long hair get cut. hao bu rong yi long de siol.

work and work.. woooshhhh!!! Jiayou Juwen!

PS *looking forward for the fish and co dinner!!
PSS *CONTINUE TO TAG MY BOARDDDDDD!!! HAHAHHAHAA KBYEEE!!

2009-03-27T08:23:00.000-07:00

thank you for this 8 months ever since we got back tgt. the seoul garden dinner was short yet sweet and of cus the most memorable one. But somehow life has been quite harsh on us recently.. I couldnt stop thinking.. My mind would somehow miraculously fly to elsewhere making me wanna give up on us. Too much things came tgt.. making me don know how to handle. Im weak and i cry easily even for the slightest tiff. Somehow after these few weeks of hardship we been thru we're still tgt. i tell myslf this will be the very last time im giving u my trust. Im very sure this will be the last. So what if our r/s last for a year alr? Theres no trust there will not be us. sigh. I know i cant give up easily. Im trying to trust u. Im trying, i really am.

gotten myself a new mobile quite sometime back, e71! Im using it to update now.. :p

Im sorry for quite a long winded post. Anyway this blog is dead.. So very. thank you for those who stood by me..

2009-02-24T04:28:00.000-08:00

how time flies.. it's already coming to the end of Feb. waaaa, means pay day coming in a week or two. working everyday is okay for me, but the only thing that is bugging me is that I get drifted from my boyfriend and girls.

Hardly have the time for them, hope they won't get neglected or something.
sucks. I feel like telling you I don like what we are now.
I don like it when you say I don't have the time for you, when I spend most of my time with you. I hate it when you don give me a sense of security when I'm out with your friends.

To you, your friends come first. I'm second.
for me, yes, friends come first too. But the only person that can fully occupied my heart and whom I can confront everything to is You. Shucks, hate it when I have to say everything in here.

I just don't have a sense of security. URGH!!!!!!!

major major

2009-02-23T04:57:00.000-08:00

Yoga Lin concert was a blast! I had a great time inside listening to his songs, woohoo. those were my best shots of the concert and of course it's copyrighted, $123.00 for the ticket was definitely worth the time and wildness in there. my fav S.H.E band was there too, but now I prefer Yoga now. hehe. he so cute cannnnnnnnnnn nabeisxz, gotten his signature and a hand shake because I was at IMM for his signature thingy a week before.

anyway weekends were mostly spent with the boyfriend and friends. and some stupid people made up some cock troubles.. damn cock!!!!!! zZzz. I didn't want to but yea.. you're very much a jerk. we cook spaghetti again for late supper. woohoo, great to the max. but whenever I think of working I feel very sian. haha. I'm quite getting use to work for now and also putting up with some people. ;)

and I yearn for a shopping very much soon. I miss ger that sickening ah siao! of cus jam and the others too yea.

there's meeting tml = sleep early for tonight!

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Happy belated Valentine day.

2009-02-14T17:42:00.000-08:00

thought my valentine would be ruined because "something" happened a few days back. not in the mood to talk about it anymore.

anyhow, valentine day was quite well spent with Lover W in the early afternoon and a big grp of friends in the late afternoon ;) I almost drop my bouquet of flowers that he got for me.. ): I scare the hell out of him I almost cried. but DEREK save me.. ahaha thanks a million! I was smiling when I got it back. PS for dinner isn't a wise choice from basement to level 1 back to basement then to level 1 then level 2 and back to basement for Macs.

this comp is very screwed up I just transferred the pictures and now it cannot be uploaded. sorry for sucha a boring blog haha. gues I will post the pictures next time I going for lin you jia signature thingy now and his concert this coming friday YAY!!

2009-02-12T05:21:00.000-08:00

We're Hot and Cold.

Major Post

2009-02-06T07:37:00.000-08:00

Hi..

I know I know. This blog is officially dead.. so I'm back here making it more lively.. but because I'm working and not studying anymore so the time usage from browsing the net will be lesser. Ok, CNY is almost over. anyway I was expecting to receive lesser money for the angbaos this year but I was kinda surprised by the amt. heheh $6xx!!

$6xx is alot? hell no.
my to-get list is piling up day my day. 1) like getting a new touch screen phone, 2) a new canon digital cam and 3) a branded handbag(this one not really important.. putting it for fun only)

ok ok enough said about CNY.. back to work.. how time flies, I'm already independant for like the 3rd week of work. anyhoos, people there wasn't as mean as I thought they were when I came in the first day.. haha. paperwork can be quite toturing because all you need to do is scan and scan and plz do take note paper have sharp edges.. haha damn it got my finger cut thrice already. zZzz. fact is, I really learn alot from the outside world.. good thing huh? ;)

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anyway I'm quite happy for myself because.. the sky is never turning grey for now.. because you have always been my sunlight all this while. love you max.

as for my dearest girls.. we haven't been meeting for long and we really need to catch up real soon k. Y'know me love you girls. anyway today when I was hanging out with bf and a bunch of un-known chao ah lians, the first thing I thought was you all.. because if girlfriends were there I would go shopping or rather walking aroung rather than standing there staring into space and facing them. zZzz.. Meet up soon yo! ;)

till then xoxo
Jwn.

CNY!!

2009-01-30T04:10:00.000-08:00

Hello!

I'm back. been quite busy for the past few days..

busy with the buying of clothes and whatsnot.. to just everything done before new year. so anyway my Reunion Dinner was great.. the table was filled with food and more food!! nevertheless we already start gambling away even before the dinner starts.

My mum got me a new bed! I was kinda surprised she did because I'm not staying with my mum anymore since a year ago!! my bed was in the HOTTEST PINK.

the next day was the Day 1 of Lunar New Year so we got up quite early to prepare ourselves. it was gambling and gambling the whole day and collecting angbaos. and to my father side of relatives hse. home-made LO-HEI, I like. with the raw salmon and abalone all over top with peanuts!! haha.. shall let's the pictures do the talking!!

Day 2:
Celebration at my Aunt's place. lion dance at 5pm. girlfriends and the boyf came over to Bai Nian and we gambled.. I won like 20 over. haha Ger was bringing me luck!! =) the next day everyone had to either go to school or head back to work so they left kinda early. anyway.. thanks for coming!! see you girls soon again yo.

LION DANCE!!!

blog the rest of the pictures some other time. I swear there's alot more! going to watch my 9pm show now! bye.

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& hunny happy belated 6th month to us =)

2009-01-23T20:38:00.000-08:00

my blog is almost dead.

I've got no pictures to post and I haven't cam-whored for the longest time. I need a new camera phone! I'm sorry for the boring long wordy post. In just in a blink of the eye, tml is CNY.

I so cannot wait. so I'll be going town alone for some last minute shopping later and heading to see my favs darling at Kallang!! hehe. ok bye.

2009-01-21T21:00:00.000-08:00

POST 101!

Nothing's worth losing. Especially the chance to make it right.

work has been pretty alright. I still need time to adapt to the new environment. new life turn into a daily routine.. doing the same thing over and over again.

damn it. today I was down on my luck I think.. decided not to squeeze the heavy human traffic in the morning during PEAK hour so decided to cab over to my workplace since I was carrying some heavy stuffs I got for work.. but not even 1 cab was in sight.. plus I was alr runing late for work!! called for a cab - $3.50 stupid ERP - $3.50! total bill was $17.25 and note that I was in the cab for less than 15 mins.. shucks. and at that point of time my sandals choose to be ripped apart or whatever you call that..

k am so tired.. yawning even when I'm typing for this post. can't wait for my weekend to come.. last minute shopping and whatsnot. ever ready for the LOU HAI - raw fish! , visiting of hse, collecting angbao and gambling! thank god my period came in the right time so I can not be moody during CNY..

& guess we've been neglecting us for so long. even the day we spent the night with each other were so cold. I really miss those days. I miss you hugging me, I miss us meeting every early Sunday mornings to have breakfast before heading for a movie. Missing the days when I sat beside you while you played your Maximum Tune, teaching me from the wrong things to right, I miss scolding you because you oogle at pretty girls and I got jealous. I just miss you. 6th month is nearing and it's coming so slow.

boy O boy.. why are we so stagnant, why are we so still. I need some happy pill or something. but my heart is in a complete mess. Sigh. I'm sorry for neglecting you all this while.

2009-01-19T21:05:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

Had a major retail therapy just yesterday with the fav girl. it was major.. bought a whole lot of stuffs be it for CNY or for office! Pierre Cardin bras were going super-lyyy cheap for like $12 ONLY for a set. so we got the same Sailor Bra, it was just awesome much! ;) many many other nice stuffs as well. let's say my my pay of $600 that I've just gotten less than 5 days is just gone like that! =/

the pasta they serve was fabulous. except the serving wasn't alot.. leaving us still hungry after our dinner so we had the order the side dish. It was really nice because it was salmon!! haha.
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back to today, which is my first day at work. I got lost.. I went up and down the damn slope but still, I couldn't find my office. haha. but I found it n the end. today was much of clearing the untidy and messy desk. but it's clean and tidy now that it's in my desk. thank god for Milton and Shenton that I've got company for lunch. handling phone calls can be a disaster for me.. hope tml shall be better ya!

crazy you crazy me crazy us!

2009-01-17T11:48:00.000-08:00

I promise the girls to look for them at their work place.. so I did! :) we did the craziest thing ever.. PLAYED WITH PEANUTS! haha.. many people were staring at us when Ger dared me to stand near the entrance of the shop.. I swear it was so damn funny ok!

this is how CRAZY we can get. thanks to me for suggesting to buy the peanuts, haha. I'm always having fun when I'm with Ger.. haha my supper khaki leh!!!!

ok.. I had my own nails done yesterday and I finished of with some nail art.. but after bathing, the nail art had dropped and was destroy. so pissed so I might be doing my nails at FEP later ;) going for GEL nails. woohoo.. wonder what will the outcome be like.. hmm.. shopping alone later also.. LOL.

2 more days left.

bye for now. how do you like my new skin? I'm loving it for now.. muhaha!

2009-01-15T21:43:00.001-08:00

Once upon a time I was falling in love,
But now I'm only falling apart.

Honestly, what will become of me
Don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Miss everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end.


I only feel gravity and I wonder why

2009-01-15T17:28:00.000-08:00

FINALLY.

Im back. well, life for me has been quite hectic recently, and bored. nothing else but work and work. and supper at geylang most of the nights with the world's craziest bitch! haha =) fun thou!

got myself a new job.. YAY. starting the new job on this coming monday. it's gonna be a life long job if only I handle it well... :) but my boyf isn't all supportive at all. shall prove him wrong someday. I'm so excited because everything in my life is gonna change.

ok. my hand phone is also cocked up now, the 1000 over pictures, and the 400 over songs in the memory card is gone. Fuck! might be getting a new phone anytime soon. ):

retail therapy on Sun with Jam.. I cannot wait to set my hands on pretty clothes and spent kachings!!!! :) plus pedi cure! hahahah.

oh lastly.. Good luck to everyone who is signing up for either Poly, Higher Nitec or is studying private!! I shall put my heart and everything devoted to the new job! hehe.

2009-01-05T17:31:00.000-08:00

I will be on hiatus!
back be on the Jan 18.

life's has been filled with work.. nothing more but work. putting aside the connection with the cyber world for the moment!

2009-01-03T22:43:00.000-08:00

never thought today would be the worst day of year 2009 - spending the first sat at home!! it's just the beginning, I know. we had the worst quarrel. I was depressed and almost went bonkers. my face was flood with my tears.. I just need time alone.

today, I learn something new.

very first post for 2009!

2009-01-03T00:40:00.000-08:00

Hello 2009!
first post of 2009, hello!!!!

PS: sorry for the lack of updates, have been busy with work because yours truly is now a officially a full timer for JellyBean Fun Factory!! YAYNESS.. but work is really tiring.

2008 has been treating me well! many many happenings thou but it's all memories..

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I went for the countdown with the usual. it didn't turn out well, sadly. I had a bad start and the first mistake was to ever had the intention to go pub with XX.. his name shall remain anonymous if not it will rot my blog..

thanks to him my first few hours of 2009 was screwed for making me cab home instead heading to Blue Blazzer. but another someone was being a nuisance by not leting us(the girls) go by ourselves saying later we got into trouble yada yada. I JUST WANNA HAVE A DRINK (AT A PUB, HELLO?!).. NOT TROUBLE? anyway sorry I sound kinda bimbo but it's my virgin trip.. couldn't you all make it smooth for me? urgh.. there goes my start of 2009.

I went home banging the door.. blurting our vulgarities once I sat down on the sofa with a super grumpy face, had my shower and VROOOM.. I went to sleep immediately.

than I went to work in the morning. I only had 5 hours of sleep and in between my beauty sleep W called to say he miss me that;s so sweet but I think I ask him to hang up cus I need my sleep! haha sorry love you max.

k 2 jan is today.
I made Germaine laughed so much until she vomitted! OMG, so I ran to 7 eleven to buy her the sour orange skin (if you know what I'm referring to) and ran back to the shop immediately to save her.. but she still laugh when she's vommitting.. multi task person.

allI know that today was full of fun if not for her.. =) love working with her, always. ok did I sound like I love her.. eeks!

as for my New Year Resolutions:

for everyone to be healthy
for girlfriends to be forever girlfriends.
for me to have my mind set and not feeling regretful in anything!!
to have a simple and happy year ahead, not complicated.

if you manage to read my whole bloody chunk of words you're great, serious! bye now. with love!

welcome 2009 in 2 days!

2008-12-30T12:47:00.000-08:00

Some overdue pictures taken on Xmas eve at town ~

how time flies..

we're already getting ready for a brand new year! awaiting for the countdown at Vivo tomorrow can't makes me any happier than this! it's going to be the 2nd year I spent the 'New Year' with W. :)))

well, 2008 had brought me many many great memories. and it's a year worth reminiscing. a year we all turned 18 and all ready for clubbing. a year we spent our 18th birthday with the same people over and over but we never got sick of it.

nevertheless once the new year start, it's time for me to work so it's a warning because everything gonna be abt work and work. am enjoying the last few days of year 2008, relaxing and shopping before all that stops.

anyway am having a hard time now.
Sob.

2008-12-29T22:25:00.000-08:00

today was all about nothing but eating and watching tv (plus online shopping, no impulsive shopping anymore.. I'm glad.) okay than later in the day I went to Novena to have Nyonya Cuisine with the mother and aunts etc.. it was so delicious! Babi Ponteh, Assam Curry Fish Head & the Sambal Sotong are some of my favs. Never thought I would actually have a chance to taste Nyonya dishes? am addicted to the show Little Nyonya now playing on channel 8. guess that's about it? tml will be yet another shopping day cus my sister and cousins are going to shop for CNY's clothes. needa get some new cosmetics hopefully?

说好的幸福呢?

love me, love me not?

2008-12-28T06:30:00.000-08:00

Missing the days when we used to hang out every sunday morning, eating nasi lemak at dhouby ghaut for breakfast before heading to watch movie. life has been so much so, fun.. NOT!

met W in the morning.. I went cotton on. we had breakfast cum lunch, we had tiffs, we watched movies & we were still cold to each other..

than came evening.. we over to my aunt's place for belated xmas dinner with the family. the turkey was delicious. many many nice stuffs.. salads, curry, honey baked ham etc etc and I had my filled! :)

and I was invited to go the Pub with min and the rest to celebrate kh's 18th birthday!! but I was still at my aunt's place so I backed out hehe.. I really really wanna go pub but next time perhaps?

and a few days back, I bought a necklace.. It was love at first sight because I NEVER liked wearing necklace.. except for those easily removed ones like the coloured beads I'm always wearing.

here it is.. !!

2008-12-28T01:00:00.000-08:00

I'm so disappointed. I really am.

For having a friend like you, you know who.
A friend who means no harm. A friend who's like my another breast. A friend who listens to me, gives me advises. A friend who shops together, talk about bitches, cry together, laugh together with me. & whenever I need someone to talk.. there's no one else who could lend me a listening ear but You.

what are we becoming now? tell me about it.
I don't need you to apologize every time you're in the/feel that you're wrong. I always try to understand because you have your reasons for doing something.

You're someone who is good at abusing your beauty for everything you want. I'm sorry if my words hurt you. but I'm serious for what I say. I'm really sorry. I really hope you change over, heed my advise and go on with your life. A good friend shares secrets, no matter how BIG the secret is. Fact is, I know you very well. that is why I still stay calm, until now.

this time I really want to help, but how do I go on helping you?
this post may be meaningless to you, but it's just how I felt being someone close to you.

people tell me I'm your closest friend, but I'm having doubt. only You will have the answer to it. keeping things from me won't make you gain anything but only making my trust for you cease.

sigh, good friends? ha.

love

2008-12-26T23:37:00.000-08:00

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and you changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Oh yeah, break down and cry.

Now I see, what love means.
Happy 5th baby.

meery xmas to you! =)

2008-12-26T00:54:00.000-08:00

the overdued pictures from my chalet.

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ytd night was spent at W's. before that headed to town for xmas celebration after work with the usual. than W and I had supper at boon lay, then to the newly opened 24 hours Ntuc at jp. woohoo, is me or the air con there was a blast. shivering, leaving me with a bad headache. but the night was so comfortable I slept well. ;)

met up with the same people this evening and we headed to vivo then MSQ. woohoo, needa long rest been out almost everyday I dead beat. I've got work tml so yup need to hit the sack N.O.W!

sigh, sometimes I feel so distracted. I don not even know what I'm doing, saying words I shouldn't even say making the other one so pissed and whatsnot. fuck. maybe this is the 'insecure-ness' I always had. cold war begins.

anyway.. MERRY XMAS TO ALL!!

finally legal!

2008-12-23T14:09:00.000-08:00

I had a wonderful 18th birthday! ;)

A big thanks to my MUM, Weiqiang, Derek, JJ and his cousin for playing a part and make it a successful party. =) not forgetting my girlfriends, my Jurong cliques, my beloved classmates, my horny babe, germaine and Esther and lastly my two ex classmates; junyan and weechng for the present you guys bought! ;) and thank you for those who wished me thru friendsters and text!

thanks all for making me a happy girl on my birthday! me happy happy.
although some of them couldn't turn up or maybe they had their reasons. but still I really really wann thanks those who make the effort to come!

chalet was nothing but eating, sleeping, gambling, idling around and it goes on and on. it was fun thou. we wanted to go for a swim but I guess we were just plain lazy.

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on the eve of my birthday, 20dec, met up jo gf for retail therapy session before heading to derek's crib for stayover with W and jj. the charles and keith bag dear bought for me, dope!

okay dears. I gonna take a nap until late evening now, thats all the pictures I have, the rest is with one of my gf. so yup, tonight I guess =)

2008-12-19T12:26:00.000-08:00

There is not one of us that could say, in all honesty, that we haven't lied on several occasions. Most people lie when they are afraid of what would happen if they told the truth.

life is just full of lies and hypocrites.
so much things had taken place, leaving one party hurt. but what done cannot be undone. I'm just so disappointed.

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I cannot stand skinny girls for some reason because they're always anorexic. I'm not pin pointing anyone in particular. It's just some random thoughts. look at CC and you know what I'm talking abt. sickening bitch.

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anyway here are the pictures from Zoo. it's kinda overdued because my lappy's bluetooth is giving me problems the other time. =/

2 more days to turn legal! ;)

Not in that way.

2008-12-18T06:36:00.000-08:00

yay, finally gotten my bbq food all prepared, as in order yada yada. but I'm gonna get the rest of the stuffs, the utensils and whatnots tml. I can't wait for the "groceries" shopping tml.

anyway I spent my day at my grandma's place with sister and cousin. we eat, sleep, play mahjong, blackjack and the place almost turned into a gambling den! ;) adding on to granny by my side nagging nagging, asking us not to gamble anymore I think she couldn't stand us anymore but we still ignore her and conitnue with gambling hehehhehe. after dinner we were all crappy enough having fun squeezing with each other. hahha.

I felt that I'm losing the world.

2008-12-16T07:30:00.000-08:00

Hotmail is being a fucked up bitch agn for the 123456789 times!!! oh my god.

ZOO!

2008-12-15T23:48:00.000-08:00

my happy boy with his new phone.

I brought the kids to the Singapore Zoo today with W. a total of 12 of us, I was being the nanny of the day HAHAHA. okay not nanny.. but to look after the kids. haha, I had fun thou but not the walking part. the weather was being a bitch because it can be very hot one moment and rain so heavily during the other.

we took many pictures.. but I'm not going to upload all. It's loading like damn long now.

We are all welcomed by the Parrots at the entrance!

the weather was too hot, I'd to tied my hair.
mind my ugly face!!

no doubt the kids had their part of fun at the kids world! W and I just spent wasting our time having Ben and Jerry ice cream while watching them play. sweet or what? :) missed our animal shows and our trams rides because my athletic sister insisted on walking.

my little brother having his pony ride treat from me ;)

we were feeling bored so we asked the kids to get changed back into their super dripping wet clothes and we continued our journey. by then the next show started we were all dead beat so we had a break at the Ah Meng's restaurant.

they looked very reluctant to have a photo together. haha, I like this picture it's currently my phone's wall paper.

the most damn moment was when the sea lion show just started not long.. it started to pour heavily. all the audience ran like siao loh. than it's our turn to be wet yo. we had no choice but to head for home! but it was fun.. unlike someone who kept mumbling that it was boring.. HAHA.

livejournal sux for fucksake. It's lagging and I have problems going to sgflea ): it's happens everytime man. okay, that was my day. I off to watch survivor now goodbye! ;)

suntan

2008-12-13T20:04:00.000-08:00

tanning was a success, the sun was just right above us! but I'm feeling all itchy now.. but it's alright because my tanned lines are finally visible again! ;)

W finally got his 5220 express music. but he haven called me since ytd night when I went home. ):

okay I need to prepare for work now.

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I’ll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
Its a love story baby just say yes

=)

2008-12-13T00:56:00.000-08:00

I just had frog porridge at Geylang with the girls and both my bosses. it's a supper treat from boss, finally 4 of us get to meet up together and happy 2 years taitai. I love you girls to the max, you all have been awesome much with love! we really had a great laugh for don't know what thing that has happened just now, seriously. I had fun as much as they did.. esp when I mistaken someone for a prositute when I wanna get into my boss car.. FUNNY.

gonna sleep soon, I've got to go for my tanning session with the fav girl.
& I hate it whenever some fucktards are trying so hard to be *AHEM* am just disgusted? whatever...

" have I told you lately, that I love you? "

So if my words don't come together, listen to the melody
'Cause my love is in there hiding :)

baby's 18th!

2008-12-11T07:31:00.000-08:00

Happy 18th baby!

with love,
Jwn.

thou it was kinda screwed up.. we still tried to enjoy yes? hehe sorry for this morning for whatever happen when I was still half asleep. I shouldn't have shouted at you but I was sleeping.. when you disturbed me.

so anyway his parents thought we were having a party at his place during midnight becus the usuals came over for a drink and stay over. I cooked spagetti for them, we played poker and bought macs. so sinful but it's once in a while hehe!! slept at 5 plus while the rest was still so energertic.

hope you love the Manhanttan Portage bag they bought for you. and the Express music phone which is on the way.. :)

hotmail is once again being a bitch. urgh, it takes forever to load whenever I click on an email! chicken pie. oh oh, I will be taking over Germaine's shift once Jan 2009 comes! save the trouble for looking for a full time job over again. yours truly is damn bloody broke now. ):

am on webcam with besty.. she look damn funny so I wanna let you guys see the ugly side of her:
(click to enlarge!!)

yay. ten more effing days to my chalet. yet to inform everyone cus mummy haven't forward me the e-mail for the unit number. but I still need to save up for my BBQ.

so sad, I regretted not going to D's hse to drink with the guys and Min. ): sometimes how I wish I stay somewhere near W's because we're just so far apart from each other and it's just so difficult to communicate with him.. moreover his phone is currently spoiled. my mum says I'm following her footstep because my dad used to live in Jurong also. HAHAHA.

Random

2008-12-10T11:53:00.000-08:00

Monday I spent $16 on a toy-catching machine(whatever you called it). I was amazed by those who actually got so many plush toys in their arms already!! so I got crazy.. I kept saying I wanted to continue but I caught none.

than we walked over to mini toons.. than W suddenly got me this:

Him: eh you want anot I buy for you.. but you cannot black black face anymore
Me: giggling away ( i thought he was kidding ok..) are you sure not?
Him: ya lah. you want than just take go counter.
Me: haha I want lah. but are you sure you gonna buy for me?
Him: YA LAH. go counter leh.

he is sweet just like that.

haha.. I was hugging the Eeyore all the way to the counter. thank you hunny for being sucha honey pie. I love you plus you're turning legal tomorrow!! YAY.. I wanna make spagetti for you tml morning..

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yesterday I was working full shift. than jamie came over to have dinner with me. headed to Esther's chalet at Pasir Ris Park.. wah lan eh. the place damn eerie.. not only that.. I looks like a hostel instead. haha.. yesterday night was really crazy with the girls. came back this morning.. I feel like sleeping again but I've to go work later. ): jamie meeting her beebee later. enjoy your day girl!

Qoo is my King!!

I'm his.. you know i know..

tnight counting down to W's 18. (:

2008-12-08T00:39:00.000-08:00

I suppose this week is going to be a productive, occupied and busy one cus everything is already planned! can't waiting for the tanning session with Jam! ;) and 3 more days for dearest darling to turn legal.

am very broke. I need money! sobz. ):

2008-12-07T00:51:00.000-08:00

" if i don't miss you, I won't be calling you already! "

finally it was a day working with my fav girl. this sweet ass came to fetch me from the bus stop becus it was raining animals like nobody's business. we've got so many things to catch up with. the time with her is just not enough even until the shop closes. when you see us, you'll see food! we were such gluttons that we had subway for "early" dinner and sliced fish bee hoon soup and fries for supper at near to 10PM! thank god we have such nice bosses to drive us home. I'm so excited for my BBQ esp when we were doing the planning of food just now! :)

my day was well, how about yours?
thanks jam, you made my day! tml prolly would be good becus of the best working horny partner. uhm did I just say horny? germaine, here I come!

simple day

2008-12-05T22:19:00.000-08:00

Love is like a cookie.
You'll be the chocolate and I'll be the chip.

Caught bolt today at Cine, it was a very nice show. ;) it really made my day yo. out with breadboy to town and MSQ. I was home early today surprisingly HAHAHA.

oh have been clearing my stuffs!!
click:(♥)
will love you guys to the max yo!!

saving money saving money saving money.... it goes on and on..

2008-12-04T16:11:00.000-08:00

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

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this song is my latest addiction.

was already ready to go out when my place started pouring heavily. ): all thanks to me for waking up so late this morning.. or no afternoon? =x someone is angry for not turning up at his hse this early morning.. haha sorry breadboy.

okay back to watching 黑糖群侠传 !!

time flies.

2008-12-03T00:25:00.000-08:00

today is the very last day of school! I feel great, so great. just like a bird being freed from the cage. goodbye to Bedok ITE, & my fellow friends.. but we're keeping in touch yea? remember to turn up on 21 dec for the bbq. ^^

on a side note, because it was the last day of school, I decided to head out with W and the other two. the weather was being a bitch today. the weather was so hot that I sweat like pork and it rains the next bloody moment. which cause my pimple to grow 2 times as big as it was.. damn the weather!

had Sakae buffet, and I missed having my red plate again.. all thanks to my dear boy!! then was towning with min and jj. times just pass so fast? I feel so broke but I'm not. because I've been saving up.. I can actually not go online shopping can you believe it?! (actually I'm saving up for W's present.) so as to pamper myself.. Ive gotten myself a top from cotton on. woohhhoooo, I so love cotton on!! cottons are cheap hahahaha so why not?

$85

2008-11-30T14:30:00.000-08:00

hello bloggie.
I went to the School of Make-up to have my hairdo and make-up done. pretty satisfied with the outcome. look at the big bao on my head!! than took a cab home from orchard. we rushed home to change because it was already pretty late and everyone was already at Raffles Country Club. I'm pretty sure someone will be saying: "eee.. so ugly."

what I wore for the wedding:

what little brother wore:

Xinyi and I.

my grandfather was complaining that I didn't take a photo with them so here it is: haha, the happy couples.

My charcoal sister. she look damn chao tar right? she's as tanned as bangala. opps =x

I think I look auntie here.. the beautiful lady beside me is my mummie! ;) (I love this picture because of my hair^^)

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Cousin's wedding

2008-11-29T13:36:00.000-08:00

this is the page I love most in the whole album!

haha. finally cousin big day is here.
past days having been dolling up.. doing eye lash extensions, medi and pedi. one word, shiok!

so I just came back from cousin place. the bride is so damn pretty. I love their wedding shots. too bad W cannot come tonight.. ): wil be meeting him later tonight after the wedding perhaps. ok, it'll be short cus I'm going to Orchard to have my hair and makeup done later! (:

now pictures..

yesterday after having my nails done at International Plaza.

My sister and me, playing around with my father's glasses!

can't wait for the dinner at Raffles Country Club tonight! ;)
& might be finding for another full time job soon, maybe after Xmas..

woohooo. let me rest.

2008-11-26T23:26:00.000-08:00

I'm totally worn out, it's bad cus I'm sick.
my body clock is totally dead.

lately have been busy with:
investitures, exams, projects, work.
I don know why but people dont appreciated what I do? sometimes I totally agree with W and I deserve a scolding.. I am dumb, stupid and a person who uses backside to think, guai lan, GEK KIANG.

too many things happened recently. finally putting an end to this problems, cus I'm not going to be involved anymore.. no use trying to talk to me it won't help. I'm stuborn that's it. I know what I'm doing, just be sure that I won't regret.. yea I totally won't.. ;)

lucky 3 exams is down, 1 more paper to go to be freed from ITE. that's when I wanna find a stable job.. lighten my mum's burden and stop taking $ from her.. haha, I wanna be a independent kid. I do not feel like studying anymore.. been saying this for so many times. I told mummy many times too, but she just keep changing subject.

ok man too long winded. needa go rest..
eye lash extensions worth $240 tml.. wooohoooo